The End Is Near 2021-07-02

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Unknown_00: We'll be right back.

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Unknown_09: Hello.

Unknown_09: Hello, it's me, Cyber Terrorist. Woo.

Unknown_10: I'm coming to get you.

Unknown_10: All these fucking people are so angry at me. And this is going to be the first time that a lot of people are going to hear my voice. And they're going to be like, wait a second. This doesn't sound like a terrorist. This doesn't sound like a hate crime enthusiast. This sounds like a fucking nerd. This sounds like some fucking guy who's a fucking nerd.

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Unknown_10: And it's like, oh, well. I guess I'm the personification of evil now. I better start doing horse testosterone. I better just inject that into my fucking neck so I can sound the part. Or maybe I can just do the mask and voice scrambler thing that Anonymous does. We are Anonymous. We do not forgive. We do not forget. That kind of thing.

Unknown_10: Sounds like an F-sword to me. Oh, geez. The cyberbullying begins. Let me just tell you the retribution that I received this week. I have been subscribed. All my email addresses have been subscribed to every government newsletter in the entire country. I'm like on the DOJ list. I'm on like the... The Bureau of Land Management newsletter. I'm on like the Child Welfare Services subscription of Indiana's like some guy actually took my email addresses and subscribe me to every fucking newsletter in the world.

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Unknown_10: So every time I get like a new newsletter notification, I have to go out and unsubscribe to it. And then I'm sitting there, and I'm getting all these phone calls on my line. I just don't answer. I never answer my phone. If I'm expecting a call, I'll answer my phone. Otherwise, I do not answer my phone. And then I get calls like these. What does it feel like to be a murderer?

0:02:41
Unknown_11: Because, you know, you murdered me earlier.

Unknown_11: murderer he doesn't he doesn't even sound convinced himself he sounds like he's insecure about his opinion uh and oh then i i made a tweet about that i said i got like this random troon on my phone playing games and sending me threatening messages and then he follows it up with this one your name is joshua connor moon you live at 3750 don geneal road pensacola

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Unknown_11: 32-526-FLORIDA. Just hope you know that people know that now.

Unknown_11: They're going to be coming for you.

Unknown_10: That sounds sexual. It doesn't sound threatening. It sounds sexual. It sounds like Chris when he has that autism mental break and he goes like, yeah, just a mental pause. Just so you know, I have been sent that address like a thousand times this week. Just so everyone knows, that house does not exist anymore. I have not lived in that house since it burned down when I was like 18 or 19. So if you go to that house and you physically knock on the door of that house, you will be knocking on a domicile that I have never seen in my life because they rebuilt it after the lot was sold for the price of the land. Just so you know.

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Unknown_10: But I don't know. There's, like, a lot of... There's, like, that... There's, like, that kind of, like, weak shit where it's just, like, people bitching and doing juvenile shit, like sending phone calls or sending newsletters and shit.

Unknown_10: There's the Denalo service attack, which I'll get into, because that's the most effective. And then I also got inquiries from, like... I got one inquiry. Oh, I just got another email from the Indiana Department of Child Services job opportunities.

Unknown_10: I can work for CPS in Indiana.

0:04:53
Unknown_10: Let me find the... Sorry, this is going to be the worst stream I've ever done. I have nothing out in front of me. I've just been all over the fucking place this week, so I'm extremely disorganized.

Unknown_10: From someone named Lorenzo Francesci Bicciari.

Unknown_10: I don't know if that's French or Italian or what, but Lorenzo says, Hello, I am a reporter at Vice Motherboard. I saw that your site is under a denial of service attack. Can you tell me more about it? Is this the largest denial of service you've suffered? Do you think it's in connections with Nir's death? A lot of people are blaming Kiwi Farms for the constant and relentless harassment of Nir, which ultimately led to his death by suicide. Would love to hear your thoughts about all of this. To which I reply,

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Unknown_10: I don't talk to journos. My statement is public. And then I send him another email just as a... Linking him to the archive of the forum post as opposed to the downtime error message.

Unknown_10: I really hate journos. That blood-sucking motherfucker. You can hear his angle. What's the fucking point of even talking to those people? You can already hear the article being written in his email. Is he hoping for an instigated reply where I get super indignant and go, No! No! That's not what happened. Nah-ah. Nah-ah. Fuck off, Lorenzo, you faggot. Faggot.

0:06:08
Unknown_10: Near death. Yeah, not even confirmed.

Unknown_10: So I, where should I start? So I literally get an email.

Unknown_10: I want to say Saturday. What was the 26th? This whole week's been like a flash in the pan. Yeah, Saturday. So the day after the stream, I checked my email at like 3 p.m. And I get this email from this guy and he's saying like, can you delete this? I'm going to kill myself. Here's the noose I'm going to kill myself with. I'm like, OK, well, this already immediately off the bat is like I'm not going to talk to you because you're like threatening me into like a corner with with this proposition. I can't I am good conscious. I cannot fucking reply to you and talk business in any real sense because you've opened with this gambit.

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Unknown_10: Um, and it's, it's immediately obvious what his thing is, what he's trying to do. So I say like, look, dude, uh, like, I don't know you, I can't take your money. And someone said, like, I was trying to negotiate with him how to get his money. If I really was trying to get his money, I would just say, send it in Monero or whatever. Right. uh the whole thing about like i said in reply like what am i supposed to do for my fucking taxes are you gonna send me like a 1099 nec which is like when you're an independent contractor and you do a job that's worth more than 600 you have to get a 1099 nec from them um but that's like a joke like this is obviously like an unscrupulous untenable plan that you have just to like bribe me with fucking money i'm not gonna do that uh

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Unknown_10: And after that, he says, like, sorry, I really don't have an explanation for why, you know, this thread bugs me. But it just does. Just take my word for it. And it caused a friend to stop talking to me, a friend of 10 years. Now I have no friends. And it's like, OK, so instead of like being upset that this person who's been your friend for 10 years has decided to stop talking to you because of whatever they learned on the floor. Like I read through it. I've read through it like a couple of times now. And I don't really see what is in there that would cause someone to stop talking to him unless it is like the cub fur shit. Like you obviously have like a little boy furry character as like your persona. I don't understand the appeal of that.

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Unknown_10: But really, I just I don't get any of it. I'm like completely blindsided. There are some people on the forum who like like Tommy Tudor. Tommy Tudor is someone who has like a lot of back and forth at the forum. Where if this kind of shit was coming in, he's like saying, I'm actually going to kill myself now because that would be kind of concerning. But because of how much like actual like people talk to him, I've had conversations with him. There's a lot of interaction there. And I don't think it's like led him and pushed him into any corner any more than his own actions have done. But this guy, nobody fucking knows him. Nobody talks to him. How can you possibly say that? How could he possibly say that there's been any kind of connection between the forum thread and things that he's dealt with? I just, I don't get it. I didn't get it when I was messaging him. And then after I said, the answer is probably no. I'll give you a counteroffer if you send me your resume.

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Unknown_10: he gets extremely defensive at that point because i guess he realized he's not getting his own way and he starts he threatens me not to publish the email chain because i guess he realized that in the email chain he comes across as like really aggressive and not suicidal at all

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Unknown_10: Which is why the first thing I did when he sent that last email, which is the only email I saw, by the way. That was the first one I saw after midnight because he started messaging me at like 3 a.m. I sleep at 3 a.m. unless my server is getting DDoSed. So I only saw his last one a couple hours after he sent it, I think. And there's not much to say at that point except you're not going to get what you want by trying to force my hand.

Unknown_10: But I talked to an attorney and the attorney told me don't take his money, which means that the only other thing there is that I would allow myself to be extorted. And that's what that is. That's like textbook extortion. If you don't do this thing that I want, I will do something negative to compel you to do what I want. It doesn't matter if it's suicide or whatever. And people have theorized, oh, maybe there's a wrongful death suit or some sort of IED, emotional distress suit. Number one, I don't think he's dead at this point in time. Just based on how little evidence has come out in a full week, I don't think he's dead.

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Unknown_10: But even theoretically, apparently he's gay married in some long-distance asexual relationship. If his spouse brought forth a lawsuit like that, I would immediately countersue for extortion because he's committed a crime against me. He's put me in this position.

Unknown_10: Through an actual tort. So I'm not concerned about that either. It's just... It's fucking ridiculous. And I regret nothing about how I replied to him. Except I would probably leave out the joke about taxes because people got the wrong idea from that. But...

Unknown_10: Um, really like, I don't know this fucking guy. I've never seen anyone do anything to hurt him. I've never seen anyone do anything against him. It's just like, here's this emulator dev surprise. He's a sped. All these fucking hyper autistic developers are speds because they're, they're weird. You don't spend your entire life trying to fuck with an emulator and emulate any ass, you know, frame perfect unless you got something wrong. Uh, so no surprise that he's like a furry or whatever.

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Unknown_10: Um, what I really think someone sent me a, uh, a, a schizo theory that I will, I will forward to you now is that apparently Nintendo had like a leak some, some time ago and it included, um, source code for the, the Nintendo 64.

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Unknown_10: And part of his work with his emulator was emulating the Nintendo 64. From what I understand, it's really hard to emulate the Nintendo 64 because it uses a processor which was not used in a lot of things. I'm pretty sure it was specific to the Nintendo 64.

Unknown_10: So while the NES and the Super Nintendo had a processor architecture that was more common, the Nintendo 64 has this unique processor that's much harder to understand. So having access to the source code means that he can replicate the original Nintendo 64 functionality more accurately, more easily. and someone else in japan the the guy who published the fucking note hector martin he's being sued i think by nintendo for uh like stealing source code like some emulator drama with him where he's being sued by companies in japan which and i think copyright's a big deal in japan i think it's like a criminal thing over there well they'll put they'll put you in fucking jail if you steal emulated uh like proprietary software so That's a fun theory that I have nothing to back it up with but it would be interesting if he actually stole Nintendo 64 code put it in his emulator and then was facing some sort of criminal prosecution in Japan which caused him to like fake his own death that would be the most awesome theory that would be the most interesting.

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Unknown_10: Uh, but I don't know. Like maybe he was just, but cause apparently he hadn't worked on it in like two years. Maybe he was just upset that people like didn't care all that much. His emulator got like $300 a month on Patreon and his competitors developing other emulators were getting like tens of thousands of dollars a month for writing proprietary emulators that didn't have open source code. And he was very bitter about that. I wouldn't be surprised if he just stopped developing it cause it wasn't lucrative. People didn't care about his work as much. And he just thought, like, I can't, you know, there's no point in me working on this, and I can't be Buu anymore. I can't be Nier anymore, because people think I'm a weird, like, furry Shotokan.

0:13:52
Unknown_10: Sure, I might as well do this, and because the site inconvenienced me, I'll put the spotlight on it.

Unknown_10: But, I mean, that could be Cope, even if he is dead. Yeah.

Unknown_10: I, I, I don't like, no, I don't feel bad. I don't feel bad about it. Um, like I hope he's okay, but do I, I, nobody did anything to him. How am I supposed to like mourn this person who was not in any way victimized by like a couple pages of people saying like, Oh, what a weirdo.

0:14:24
Unknown_10: And then you could make the argument. Sorry. I'm really dehydrated. I had pizza today. Today's pizza day is as regular listeners will know.

Unknown_10: Um,

Unknown_05: What was I going to say? I got distracted by pizza.

Unknown_05: What was I talking about? I literally lost my train of thought because I got distracted by pizza.

0:14:59
Unknown_10: I feel like it's an important thing that I should talk about pizza. You're a morning pizza. Feed yourself. Stay on topic.

Unknown_10: You lost a pizza. What?

Unknown_10: The Nintendo conspiracy.

Unknown_05: I guess I do have Alzheimer's. I don't know. I legit can't think.

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Unknown_10: View as the pizza now. OK, he quit development because I don't feel bad. Oh, people said it would be in bad taste to put up like the death note thing on the forum. And I disagree. I think that when these people get outraged and think like, oh, this is the worst fucking thing that you could ever possibly do. The worst thing you could you could do and apply is try and conform to their morality standards. It's like. The really funny thing about the Death Note logo on the forum right now is that even in a hypothetical situation where I am a literal... What is it? Like a Shinigami or whatever? If I am a god of death from Japan and somebody made me some wonderful fan art, which I'm going to take a second to find and pull up. Oh, here. I'm going to show this one too.

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Unknown_10: Save this image. Throw it up on OBS.

Unknown_10: So here's one. Someone made this picture, which is quite nice. I like this. But then someone else also drew this phenomenal picture, which I also quite like. So here's me as a Shinigami, right? I am a god of death. Even in this hypothetical situation, right, where the Kiwi Farms is literally, literally by the rules of the anime... A death note where you get a fucking thread and you fucking kill yourself immediately after as a result. Bill would still be alive because we didn't know his name or his face by the time he sent me that email. So by the rules, because in the rules of the death note, you have to know their real name and you have to be able to picture their face in your head when you write it, when they write the name down. That's how it works so that you don't kill people who have like the same name. we still would not be able to kill him just because we have no fucking idea what he looks like so it's just it's just staggering like in every single way like okay this is the dumbest shit for people to get uh upset over and i and i know why they do it i know why obviously it's just that they don't like the forum right

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Unknown_10: So I'm seeing a lot of familiar names. I'm seeing that fucking absolutely hideous monster from Google, Liz Fong Jones, who got in trouble because they used their Liz Fong Jones at Google.com email address to harass my providers. So I sent a reply and I forwarded it to like Google's HR department. I said, what the fuck is this shit? Why is your Google employee harassing me like this? And now they're what's called a zoogler, an ex-oogler. So I wonder if they got fired for that. I fucking hope so. Get canceled, bitch. I know that I'm very anti-canceling and shit, but when you're literally using your status as an employee of Google to try and censor the internet by using that at google.com email address. Uh, like, fuck you. Like, I hope you do lose your job because you're using your job to fuck with other people. That's an exact, that is something that you should get fired for. That is, that is using your position of power in an illicit way to achieve in, I don't know. They could have just quit. They're like married to like a snake woman, like a, like a trans snake who like ties their hands behind their back and wears like tight leather so that they can go be like, I'm a snake. I'm a snake woman. I'm a snake. I don't have any arms. I'm like a snake. And they like walk them around with like a leash in public. And it's like, why do these people work at Google? Why do these people work for big tech? Why do they work at ISPs? Why do the people who control the backbones of the Internet and the architecture?

0:18:59
Unknown_10: that we rely on in a modern setting to talk to each other and have open and free discussions? Why is it controlled by weird, gross Robert Desar trannies and snake trannies? I want to know this. What the fuck do we do to wrest back the control of the internet from these troglodytes who are cancer and killing everything that we love? What is the answer to this?

0:19:31
Unknown_10: It's just sickening. I fucking hate this. And then there's like other people I recognize, like Nora Reid and Talia Levin, Chicken Kiev. She's a Jewish woman from Ukraine. And she has a thread for whatever fucking reason. So she hates the forum. All these people like I recognize you motherfuckers. You have presence on the site. That's why you're upset.

Unknown_10: Uh, and then they, they bring up, uh, other like deaths on the forum. My favorite one is that the, like the family of a guy who died, his name was like Chance Carmichael. I think his username was 700 going on 800. You know why? Cause he was 700 pounds going on 800 pounds and he wanted to become the world's fattest man. He was a literal feety fetishist. And he died of a heart attack. And like his sister joined the forum to blame us for killing him. And it's like, motherfucker, he ate himself to death. Nobody forced him to eat himself to death. How the fuck do you cope and see like this to the point where you blame a internet forum for talking about him? When he's eating himself to death and aspires to be the world's fattest man, how do you mentally reconcile that kind of fucking idiot?

0:20:53
Unknown_10: Bullshit.

Unknown_10: Then they blame Chloe Seagal. I did a stream on Chloe Seagal. Chloe Seagal set themselves on fire in a park when witnesses said... That they talked about mental health issues and houselessness. Why did they talk about being homeless? Because their transgender roommates kicked them out, evicted Chloe Segal the week that they set themselves on fire. They put up like a, I think, well, I don't know if it was the same week, but it was pretty fucking close. It was, you know, within the same year for sure. And they put up all these fundraisers like, help me, I'm homeless, I need money for rent, my friends won't let me live with them anymore. There's a video where they took video of them evicting Chloe Segal and then put it on the internet and it got posted to the forum. I wonder if that helped at all. But no, when these people see that Chloe Segal dies, what do they do? They blame the forum because they are the ones that kicked them out into the fucking street. Chloe Segal had completely socially isolated themselves from everyone around them. And it's probably not even the trannies at the fucking house that evicted Chloe Segal for. I'm pretty sure that Chloe Segal would have done something to be evicted for. Um, and that's why they were completely isolated and didn't have a support structures because of their own behavior. But that gets blamed on the forum, even though Chloe Segal didn't blame the forum at all, uh, of all the P and then Julie Terry Berry, uh, constantly threatened to commit suicide. If her boyfriend left her, her boyfriend left her, she committed suicide. Hmm. What a fucking mystery. Uh, the one person who actually blamed, sorry, who blamed the Kiwi farms before view who there is still no evidence that they're dead, uh,

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Unknown_10: was, I don't even remember their name, but they were connected to Trans Lifeline. They were transgender. They were married to a transgender and they overdosed and they blamed the Kiwi farm specifically in their suicide note. But here's the catch with that. They didn't have a thread. They had no content on the forum whatsoever. There was one post mentioning them by name because they had left a comment on Trans Lifeline's post on Facebook during the Trans Lifeline stuff. And then this person killed them. But they also, in the same sentence, by the way, blamed uh donald trump for for killing them saying that i don't want to live in a world with kiwi farms and donald trump so i'm killing myself but that's another one added to the tally and then people are like why do they keep a death tally why do they keep a death tally uh because it's a joke because the joke we get blamed we have like 20 000 threads on people

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Unknown_10: So eventually one of them is going to die. It's just a fact of life. They're going to fucking die at some point. We've been up for eight fucking years. People are going to drop dead at some point. And then every time they do, they get added to the death tally because people will start to blame it on the forum. And it's just ridiculous. And I'm wasting my breath because nobody is going to be swayed by this. Nobody listening who hates the forum is going to be like, oh, he makes them. He makes some good points. He makes some good points about this. This is actually pretty convincing. Not a single fucking person on that side of the fence is going to be swayed by any of this ever. So it really is just entertainment for people who already have some sensibility to them. Ugh.

0:24:08
Unknown_05: That's why it's frustrating.

Unknown_10: Because it's the same thing with Chloe Segal. Chloe Segal, completely and totally isolated from the world, did not have a single friend, did not have a single couch to sleep on. Utterly, totally alone. And then they killed themselves. And suddenly there's all these fucking people who care, all these people saying, like, if only we had done something, if only Kiwi Farms had existed. And the only reason why is because it has a potential negative impact on something else they don't like. Not a single person who has mentioned the name Chloe Segal gives a fuck about Chloe Segal. Not a single person talking about Bew right now gives a fuck about Bew. They are parasites. They are blood-sucking leeches who have a political objective that they are completely willing to jump up and down on this corpse like a trampoline to have a better shot at reaching.

0:24:39
Unknown_10: That's all it is. And it almost sickens me, but I'm so jaded at this point that I cannot I I'm over it. Like, yeah, these people are like the reason why everything is terrible. Now, these people are the cancer that is destroying this country. These people are eating away at the fabric of the Constitution every single day, like little microbes eating the paper. And there's nothing to be done about it. And at this point, I'll explain now the DDoS stuff.

0:25:19
Unknown_10: Sorry, I'm really dehydrated.

Unknown_05: But at this point, we start getting Denial of Service attacked.

0:25:56
Unknown_10: And I've actually reached out to the guy who was doing the attack. And I've talked to him for a little bit.

Unknown_10: What I get is that he doesn't give a shit. I think he's either being paid or he's just doing it for fun.

Unknown_10: And that could be a lie. He could, you know, be some tranny that's pretending to be apolitical. But like talking to him, I don't get the sense at all. It just seems like some guy. And from what I understand, there's like an extortion thing now. Someone's asking me for like seven in a row to stop the attack. Like, if you don't give us money, we'll keep attacking you. It's like, well, someone else is going to start attacking them.

0:26:34
Unknown_10: uh someone else is going to start attacking the forum too eventually so there's no point i might as well take that money and apply it to like a more permanent fix but then i'm having conversations with like upstreams and stuff and i have a i i find out that this major major network in the united states called ntt has blacklisted my entire uh asn

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Unknown_10: And an ASN is an Autonomous System Number. It's assigned by an RIR. You're going to learn a bunch of acronyms. It's assigned by an RIR, like ARIN. An RIR is a Regional Internet Registry. ARIN is the American Registry of Internet Numbers. So the ASN for the upstream, supplied to me by the RIR, ARIN, has been blacklisted. And...

Unknown_10: That's basically saying we don't want anything to do with this entire network. Anything that this guy hosts, we don't want to fucking touch it, even indirectly.

0:27:42
Unknown_10: Which is a mess.

Unknown_10: That's a problem. I wrote a post a couple years ago when I set up the 1776 hosting shit.

Unknown_10: Talking about what I call where the sidewalk ends. There is a finite amount of internet infrastructure. There is a finite amount of getting a packet from point A to point B. And if these massive companies don't want to carry your water for you, there's only so much you can do.

Unknown_10: The whole internet Juche thing, trying to self-host every fucking thing.

0:28:16
Unknown_10: We self-host a Git instance. We self-host Pluroma so we don't have to be on Twitter. We're talking about starting a PeerTube so we don't have to be on YouTube or Trovo or Odyssey.

Unknown_10: We self-host a ton of stuff because we can't be on other services. But when it comes to the Internet, you don't have that option. It's called the Internet... for a reason it's it's a interconnected group of networks and if the networks refuse to network with each other you have a serious fucking problem uh not just for you know me but you have a serious problem for the internet and that's why i think the internet is going to fragment over time because it's like i can move my shit overseas to russia or whatever

0:28:56
Unknown_10: And I think that in the future, what's going to happen is that you're going to get a bunch of little I internets where these fucking companies refuse to talk to each other completely for contrived political reasons. And we're not going to have a global community of people talking online with a free exchange of information.

Unknown_10: it's just going to be completely washed. It's going to be really... It's going to be the end. It's going to be the end of what you think of the Internet now. You look back on, like, 2008 and shit, and you think, like, oh, these are...

Unknown_10: Those were the glory days of the Internet. It's like the Wild West. You'll look back on this in a couple years, and you'll be like, God, remember when you could just talk to people in the United Arab Emirates and Russia and Taiwan without any issues? Remember when you could just do that and you didn't have to get government permission to join certain free international, not even free, but heavily regulated international networks? Remember when you didn't have to use Tor to do that? That's what it's going to be, and it's entirely because of the aforementioned Tranny's, Tranny Robert Zadar's, and Tranny Snake's, people in these massive companies, because it's not even a legal issue. My shit, everything I own is in the U.S. I don't host overseas. My assets, my infrastructure, my companies, everything I own belongs to an American corporation or is in an American bank. You know what I mean?

0:30:29
Unknown_10: If it was illegal, it would just be gone overnight. It would be swept up in a fucking raid and I would never see it again.

Unknown_10: But that's never happened because it's not illegal. It's not illegal to talk shit about people online yet. And it's going to take a while to get to that point. Because in order to actually outlaw that kind of discussion, you have to change the First Amendment. And that might happen. There might be like a constitutional convention called where they say...

Unknown_10: You know, this First and Second Amendment shit isn't really working out. We should probably change that so that you can own, you know, a six round shot, a double barrel shotgun and a with birdshot, of course, not slugs. So you can have a double barrel shotgun with birdshot and you can have speech that doesn't offend the senses of society, which means no hate speech. And we get to decide what hate speech is because we run everything. That'll happen eventually. But for right now, they don't have that. So it's not possible. And the Supreme Court is going to stay sensible for decades. So the only way to implement the kind of censorship that these people want is to control and centralize as much as possible. If they control the backbones, if they control the internet infrastructure, then they can get what they want without having to go through a single court. You don't have to be guilty of a single crime. You can just be offensive enough to cause enough of an outrage.

0:31:52
Unknown_10: For instance, with the DDoS stuff...

Unknown_10: I need a filter upstream if I want to deal with it adequately. But then I talked to a company like there's a bunch of them. There's like Voxility and X4B and Path and stuff. Voxility dropped 8chan, so fuck them. X4B is in Australia, which is a part of Anzac and fuck that. I'm not going to deal with them probably. But then you have PATH. PATH is in the U.S. that didn't drop 8chan.

0:32:25
Unknown_10: But they are peered with NTT. So even if PATH theoretically was willing to host or help with the DDoS issue, you know, do their fucking job, accept my fucking money, and do your fucking job, they decide, no, we're not going to do that because that would cause an issue with our peer, NTT.

Unknown_10: So it doesn't even take like total control. It just takes, it's like herd immunity. You know what I mean? If enough people have immunity to a disease, then you don't have to worry about it spreading too much. As long as like 80% of people are immunized, then the virus doesn't have enough hosts to continue to spread and be reproductive. If enough of the internet infrastructure, if 80% of the traffic or whatever is paused and willing to blacklist resources, then you have herd immunity to wrong think. And that's all it takes. And the internet is becoming more and more centralized because it's not as simple as just setting up your own home network. I've done that. The DDoS shit is an inherent flaw in the way that the internet works. And there's no easy fix. And even if there was a fix, I don't think that they would ever implement a fix to the DDoS stuff because it's such a moneymaker and it's such an easy way to shut down systems. Like even the government, when the government wants to identify tour services, they set up a bunch of compromised tour routes and then they DDoS the ones that they don't run so that you have to go through the compromised tour services. And that's how you identify a tour service.

0:33:47
Unknown_10: And it benefits the government. It benefits big business because little business, it's like you get DDoS, you get extorted by some asshole trying to ruin your small business without DDoS protection. Well, then you go under CloudFlare or you go under some other DDoS mitigation service. So it benefits the big business as well to make sure that their services are the only ones that can exist online.

Unknown_10: So it will never be fixed. The only option is to stay hidden, and that's exceedingly difficult.

0:34:37
Unknown_10: It's a network. If you want to send a postcard, you have to know the address you're sending it to. You can't keep that a secret. You can set up a P.O. box, but then someone really out to get you can stake out your P.O. box and find out who's going to pick it up and where they go to. You can't stay hidden forever.

Unknown_10: And it's extremely exhausting. I've been up and down dealing with this, talking to people, talking to assholes, getting rejected by all these services, and it's extremely tiring.

0:35:14
Unknown_05: So...

Unknown_05: I have some ideas about what I'm going to do.

Unknown_10: Um, they're not cheap, but they will help.

Unknown_10: And the main thing is I, I have a network of, you know, sister services like Pluroma, like, uh, locale TV.

Unknown_10: If we make a peer tube instance, that would be a sister service as well. We have these, we have these, these things, right?

Unknown_10: And, um,

0:35:46
Unknown_10: It's not going to be easy to protect those. But the target of the attacks is the forum. So if I take the forum and I put it in a bunch of different places, I put it behind a bunch of different domains, and I do what's necessary to keep the forum up... then they can attack the network all they want. They can drop our matrix. They can drop Pleroma. But if the forum stays up, they're not going to get the dopamine that they want. I'll let them attack the network all day. The people who buy VPSs from 1776, they reverse proxy too, right?

0:36:23
Unknown_10: They don't host their actual service on the VPS. It's just another reverse proxy to hide where they're hosting.

Unknown_10: So they're not going to be too inconvenient to see there. I hope not.

Unknown_10: We'll attack it all year. Go for it. Go for it.

Unknown_10: Spend all your time and all your money.

Unknown_10: If you own your own botnet, dedicate your botnet to attacking my Twitter clone. Go for it. But the forum itself is backed up to the cloud. It doesn't rely on... It's nice to have the dedicated hardware. But I can host it in Asia, I can host it in Russia, and I can still keep it decentralized and put it behind different DDoS mitigators. CloudFlare isn't the only one. DDoS Guard is a good one for Russia.

0:36:58
Unknown_10: And then there's other ones in Asia. 8chan is still up. 8chan is basically dead because of management decisions. But 8chan also had the unique problem of A, hosting child pornography, and B, being a political target.

0:37:33
Unknown_10: 8chan is legit like a neo-nazi website there was a there was a glory day of 8chan where you had a bunch of different small communities that diversified the pool a little bit but the people on 8chan last I saw it were just like hardcore let's overthrow the government let's kill the Jews like Nazis and And that's much harder to host than, haha, isn't this stupid retard being a stupid retard on the internet? I'm clapping. I'm clapping because the fat person's addicted to cocaine now. It's funny to me. Like, that's not the same thing. Like, I'm just imagining, like, what would be a funny German name? Hans something? Hans Zimmerberg? Hans Zimmerberg sitting... some office building in Berlin and he gets like this report saying like help there's this neo-nazi website and they get a link and they look at it and the first thing featured is a fat woman eating and he's just sitting there Hans Zimmer Zimmerberg is sitting in Berlin in his federal office thinking like what the fuck is this shit How do I file a report to the hate crimes division in the EU, in the EC, saying, like, this is, like, a threat to national security? It doesn't work.

0:38:40
Unknown_10: And maybe, I don't know, maybe the option for moving forward is to tone down, like, the political boards on the forum. Because I know that there is...

Unknown_10: like the articles and happenings and if if it comes down to it if i get like an email from someone who's like a legitimate upstream who says like we can do ddos servicing but you have to get rid of like the articles board and we'll deal with all the other shit like i don't know that might be a compromise worth making maybe even split it out make two sites move all the political shit to its own forum and let it have its own issues um

0:39:29
Unknown_10: Has A&H ever been the cause of problems? Yes. Do you not remember Christchurch? That has nothing to do with locales. That was just set up there after the shooting, and that's where the video got hosted, and that was the first set of really big hosting issues.

Unknown_10: Actually, well, that's a lie. Our hosts dealt with that pretty well.

Unknown_10: To be honest, our infrastructure has done pretty well with both of these problems.

Unknown_10: But I can understand. I could see myself being more willing to shut down on the political side than I am on the on-topic side. You're not going to get me to stop posting pictures of retards looking retarded.

0:40:05
Unknown_10: That's the heart and soul of the community.

Unknown_10: That's the whole point. And speaking of, by the way, let me get another sip of water. If you don't hear, I'm actually physically falling apart as I try to commence the strength talk today.

0:40:43
Unknown_10: Stop making so many enemies. That's the problem. It's that a lot of people in positions of influence have a lot of reasons to not like the forum. But nobody in a position of influence has a reason to support the forum.

Unknown_10: You could say like the Zeus status stuff was, you know, a point in our favor.

Unknown_10: And I would agree that it was a big point in our favor. And I think a lot of people were kind of won over by, by the heart of the community by that. But, but when it comes to like, um, like anyone that you would like anybody, any kind of influencer that might say like, we got to stand up for this community. Like you'll never see like Ian Miles Chong, uh, Who's the other big ones? Donald Trump Jr., Tucker Carlson. Those people would never support the forum.

0:41:22
Unknown_10: Ethan Ralph, obviously. I'll talk about Ethan a little bit.

Unknown_10: I won't play his stream because it's just him being fat, but I'll talk about him. Ralph, Dick Masterson, Dankula. None of those people are going to support the forum. Nobody has any... Nobody has...

Unknown_10: financial incentive to support the forum and that's that's a huge problem uh it's easier for a site like 8chan to find political allies than it is for the forum because the forum has no politics that's a point in its favor in that people are um like serious serious fucking people are less galvanized against it but

0:42:21
Unknown_10: On the other side, it's a detriment against it because serious fucking people don't align with our politics. We're not like championing like Donald Trump in his like the all I don't even know what to call them. Dissident right. We're not like a Nick Valente's type. Nick Valente's isn't ever going to stand up for the forum. Nick Valente's thinks it's degenerate, right? Because it doesn't have enough cat boys on it.

Unknown_10: Um, like really, it just, it, it doesn't even pick a fight with anybody. It's just like it, uh, it, it just archives stuff, a lot of stuff that a lot of people would prefer not to see.

0:43:04
Unknown_10: And would prefer not to exist anymore. Even Miles Chong is like a huge political person now. He's got like a million fucking followers on Twitter. It's come a long way from being like some fat retard during Gamergate. I'm sure he would love it if the information about him killing animals with like SWAT attacks and shit, if that was gone forever. So he'll never be like stepping up to plate saying like, we have to defend freedom of speech, guys. Like, no, that's not happening. Be real.

Unknown_10: Dankula won't. Dankula doesn't support deoxing. He wants addresses and phone numbers to be privacy marked so that you can file a privacy infringement complaint like the DMCA and have information taken down. He's not going to support the forum. He said in private, if I wouldn't in good conscience feel bad if someone was harmed as a result of their address being on the forum, his opinion of being Ed Sauer, he's not going to. We're on our own, basically.

0:43:45
Unknown_10: And I prefer that. In a way, it would be nice to have outside support, and we've had outside support here and there, but then over time it sours. It's like with the I stand with Vic thing. Like Nick Fuentes – not Nick Fuentes. Nick Rikita was a soft proponent of the forum, and he still is, but – he's someone who can't like at this point he can't like publicly come out and like endorse the forum you know what i mean even though all the i i stand with dick people got their uh had like a safe place to talk about all the retards against dick like there are people who also like if you want to maintain your job if you want to have um your life not be disrupted you can't publicly stand in support of the forum and that's an issue

0:44:23
Unknown_10: Logistically, that's an issue because it's just hard. It's harder to get the things that you need to enable things to continue moving forward.

Unknown_10: It's a problem and it's not a problem easily fixed because if you try to do like an 8chan thing where you like hard pivot and change your shit and add little nag banners to the bottom of the page and shit, you end up compromising what you built and people won't use it anymore like what happened on 8chan.

0:45:27
Unknown_10: Nick Fuentes supports KiwiFarms. Okay. I want to hear it. I want to hear it. I want Nick Fuentes to post a big, loud endorsement on his Twitter account. I'll retweet it.

Unknown_10: Yeah, exactly. Once you start editing, once you start censoring and editorializing your content and saying what's okay and what's not okay, beyond just simple quality controls, which the forum does the bare minimum of, and our threads are shitty. The bigger ones are shittier because there's so much going on, and it's impossible for a mod to go through 800 pages and make it legible.

0:46:03
Unknown_10: Um, but yeah, once you start like saying like, okay, we'll take this down and we'll take this down. Well, then you're responsible for everything that you choose to take down.

Unknown_10: Um, which you choose not to take down because it's seen as an endorsement and you don't want to have that. Um, you don't want to have that, that liability.

Unknown_10: Yeah, well, that's what I said. Philosophical support, political support. There's not like an ideology to the forum just behind like a general sense of you should be allowed to go on the internet and with whatever language you please, make fun of other people on the internet. That should be considered a fundamental human right because the alternative, and I'll break this down in case you didn't know. Let me get another sip.

0:46:40
Unknown_05: Like I think the near stuff, for instance, I think the near stuff is already on the Wikipedia article.

Unknown_10: And that is because there are verified sources

Unknown_10: that uh have talked about it and the rule for wikipedia is you cannot have anything written on wikipedia especially on biographies or uh websites and that kind of shit you can't write anything on wikipedia unless there's a source for it now wikipedia also has a like a white list they ban so much shit like zero hedge articles don't count info wars stuff doesn't count none of that shit counts anything that you would actually be interested in using as a source Doesn't count. Your personal blog doesn't count. The only thing that counts are like Vice News, Snopes, and then academic articles. And that's what makes up the cathedral. And then Wikipedia says, if you want to add something to Wikipedia, you have to make sure that it comes from one of those sources.

0:47:39
Unknown_10: So when Gizmodo and Vice and whatever faggot fucking article comes out, then they can add those things to the article in the Kiwi Farms. But when...

Unknown_10: So when Lorenzo comes out and says, you killed him and he named you and he's totally fucking dead and I don't need any further proof of it, that's what can go on the Wikipedia page. But when Wolf gets arrested and disappears in Cuba... There's not going to be like a Vice article saying like vigilantes on websites stop animal abuse. And that gets added to Wikipedia. So very selectively, just by choosing what to write on and what not to write on, these journalists get to decide what information is true or not true to the majority of people.

0:48:19
Unknown_10: of people casually investigating something who go to Wikipedia. They get to decide through a mission what actually has happened. They get to decide what history is. It's very Orwellian. I don't like to say 1984, but it is very similar to that, where you have a specific group of endorsed people in high positions of power who get to decide what everything is, what history is.

0:48:55
Unknown_10: And you can't use the forum as a primary source to actually say, look, this is what happened on the forum. Here's a link to what happened on the forum. You have to make sure, you have to let the professionals at CNN and Lorenzo, Al-Shahir Maham from Vice articles, he has to be the voice of reason here.

0:49:37
Unknown_10: And it is it's frustrating. And when you hear the Google like we have we have assembled a trusted group of third party fact checkers. It's fucking butt munches from Snopes and PolitiFact and all these assholes and the same fucking people. And those people only trust the true sources, too. They only trust academia and vice.

Unknown_10: And the rest of us, we just get to eat shit. We have no say in this. I dare you. If you've never edited Wikipedia, I fucking dare you. Make an account. Try and edit anything. And see how much fun you have. See how the free and open source wiki by everyone for everyone. See how that actually holds up in practice. Try and... Do it. That's my homework assignment for everyone. That's our Project Mayhem homework assignment. Edit Wikipedia. Don't lie. Don't make anything up. Try and edit Wikipedia for fun. Just anything. Whatever you want. Try to avoid math. Those are more objective.

0:50:10
Unknown_10: Especially live in person and have fun and try and figure out exactly how hard it is to change anything on that site. It is a specific group of people allowed through a complicated, ambiguous, impossible bureaucracy that is just absolutely fucking madness. It is truly Kafkaesque. And that's also an overplayed word to call something Kafkaesque because it's just complicated. No, really, good fucking luck trying to get a single sentence into Wikipedia.

0:50:45
Unknown_05: Wikia fandom? Yeah, of course, because it's owned by Wikipedia. It's owned by the same fucking people. That's Wikimedia, too.

Unknown_05: So.

Unknown_05: Um, oh. Ha!

Unknown_10: there uh there was um Ralph did a stream on Odyssey to like 200 people and he was just seething the entire time well no not I can't even say he was seething he wasn't seething Ralph was like the happiest I've ever seen him he was like just just like so overjoyed that even in that momentary Like day, a couple of days where the site was just completely down and he kept checking his phone midstream and saying the Kiwi Farms is still down. The Kiwi Farms is still down. And there's a they're saying that they don't harass, but they made a he said this. He said that they made a thread to harass my unborn baby. motherfucker how do you harass an unborn baby that nigga can't read that nigga can't use the internet to pull up his fucking kiwi farms account and see what has been said about him nobody can send that motherfucker a telegram saying like you're you're a piece of shit your father's a piece like that doesn't exist that doesn't that doesn't happen ralph how do you

0:52:35
Unknown_10: harassing a fetus that's great uh genuinely overjoyed and he was on twitter arguing with everyone like about how he doesn't give a fuck he's lying he doesn't give a shit if he's supporting like weird furry trannies or vice news or or talia levine just doesn't give a shit because he needs that for him down because it makes fun of him and uh that's enough for him

Unknown_10: I clipped this. This is the only thing I'll show from the stream because it made me laugh. While I was actually fixing things and waiting for shit to come through, I looked over on my second monitor, and I just saw this moment, and I want to capture it for all time.

Unknown_10: That is perfect. This was taken while Gator was explaining. He said something about GamerGate or some shit, and...

0:53:31
Unknown_10: And Gator went off on some fucking tangent about 8chan and how I don't know anything ever. And, well, you know, he pays Gator just to, like, say stupid shit. So he doesn't give a fuck about what Gator's actually saying because Gator is, like, a non-human being at this point in time. So he's just sitting there and he's just thinking about the forum and he's just being angry about it. And it's fantastic. It's truly cinematic.

Unknown_10: Here's an example. He tweeted like a dozen times about this, but this is a good tweet. He says,

0:54:20
Unknown_10: I mean, I don't think I made the thread on the baby. I was going to wait. I wanted the thread to be made on the day that we had gotten news that he was born so that we could say that we made a thread on a newborn baby. But people on the farm wanted to start talking about the baby before it was born because, of course, they did. So it got made before he was born.

Unknown_10: And he calls that trolling and harassment. With my direct approval.

Unknown_10: My direct coordination. Harassment of that fetus.

0:54:55
Unknown_10: Is he wrong? Okay, boy. You tell me. How is that fetus negatively impacted by the thread? Name anything. I beg of you, name a single fucking thing.

Unknown_10: um that that thread does to that fetus i'll wait i'm gonna sit here i'm gonna wait i got my soda pop i'm gonna take a sip you tell me it's a boy how does that negatively impact the fetus

0:55:43
Unknown_05: Let's see. Hold up. Let me pull up the thread, actually.

Unknown_05: Oh.

Unknown_10: Here. Okay. This is my direct participation in that thread.

Unknown_10: Did that fucker Saboy say anything? I don't see a reply. I had nothing. Good job, Saboy, you fucker. I'll give you the spotlight.

Unknown_05: You don't do anything with it.

0:56:15
Unknown_05: Um... Oh, that's not what I want to show. Where the fuck is my Firefox at? Oh, here! Okay.

Unknown_10: This is my first post in the thread about Ethan Ralph. I say, Dear Demon Baby, You're probably a teenager now and you're reading this thread on some darknet archive. Things are really different now. The internet is now a wholly owned subsidiary of Amazon Google Tencent Incorporated, headquartered in Beijing, People's Republic of Asia.

0:56:55
Unknown_10: This is definitely something I wrote. The United States is going through its 10th year of civil war, and while the mortars are falling outside...

Unknown_10: Despite the background noise, you've set yourself on a quest of self-discovery to find out your heritage really is. You might be horrified to learn your father is Ethan Oliver Ralph. It may be hard to come to terms with. You may find it hard to put on your military outfit and go out there and fight for the free state of New England. What's the point of fighting to survive when your father is a disgusted, gunted, meth-smoking wigger? Why end up a nameless casualty in some battle relegated to the footnotes of history? I can't give your life that meaning for you, demon baby, but I can give you a song. And while you're not born yet, a group of very autistic people know you exist. I hope it helps in the straying times.

0:57:30
Unknown_10: And that song is DNA by Kayflay, which is a song about how her alcoholic, deadbeat, piece-of-shit father who died because he got drunk and cracked his skull open and bled to death, how even though he's a complete piece of shit and he fucked her up psychologically by being such a deadbeat, she doesn't blame him and understands that he's a part of her DNA.

0:58:12
Unknown_10: So I found it. The most relevant possible song.

Unknown_10: Um, what, what, what a truly horrible note of harassment though. I'm sure that this child, if he ever sees this post, he will actually cry. He may, he may write, he may view himself after, after seeing such harsh, cruel language from the site owner directly. I understand now that I understand fully Ethan Oliver Ralph's contempt of the forum after seeing such extreme negativity, such extreme hatred put on full display.

0:59:00
Unknown_10: What else has happened?

Unknown_10: I've tried to keep the forum up so I can keep watching fat people eat. You know, the day the forum goes down, all this fucking news comes out. Three things happen on the same day. And I'm like, I want to see the drama, but at the same time, I can't talk about it because golly gee, my favorite site on the whole internet is dead. But I'll catch up for everyone now.

Unknown_10: here um so the first thing that happened i think actually no this is the third thing but we'll start here because it's the most easy to get through anisa joma and uh what's his face i dubs they've gotten married they went off to la or las vegas and uh they eloped and now they're officially married so here's the happy couple um

0:59:52
Unknown_10: She looks kind of insidious in this picture. And he's wearing a hideous tie, but I guess he's being post-ironic.

Unknown_10: This is probably the closest he's ever gotten to Aniza. This picture right here where they're sitting together flashing white power symbols together.

Unknown_10: There's a catch to this, by the way. You know, what's funny is that... Oh, here.

Unknown_05: I guess I'll show this.

Unknown_05: This nice fan art.

Unknown_10: after after being an internet funny man unfortunately idubbbz got the bad ending where he married a hoe and it really comes to fruition that this is the bad ending too because well first of all they got called out for flashing the white power symbol here so aniza has to go in defense and say

1:00:45
Unknown_10: To Bimbo Cumrag, 42069 Communist Hammer and Sickle, the OK symbol is a white nationalist dog whistle, and that's not OK.

Unknown_10: To which Aniza replies, that's not the intention of the OK gesture, it's just an OK we're doing this. And then Glitter Ho says, what's with the white power hand gesture in the first pic? And she replies, it's a made you look and an okay gesture. There is no other intention behind it other than the real meaning of the okay gesture.

Unknown_10: Cum, what the fuck is with cum? Why do all these people have like ho, bimbo, cum rag, cum master? Like, are these satires, or are these, like, porn-sick fucking trannies who are upset over this fucking thing? So, Cum Master says, it's iDubbbz, what do you expect? Also, that's not even a white power symbol, it's just an okay hand gesture. Twitch Aniza replies, he just doesn't know what to do with his hands, and he saw me do the circle game meme and copied me, and he thought we were doing an okay, we are doing this thing. It's just an okay hand symbol.

1:01:30
Unknown_10: really just fucking crazy like it's like three for three how about how about a real name how about like samantha or like master chief something normal something that's steve something something that's not cum master or bimbo comrade 42069 hammersickle whatever

1:02:20
Unknown_10: Okay, and then, same day. So they eloped yesterday, and then posted yesterday, from iDubbbz's perspective, is some OnlyFans shots of her ass for the OnlyFans. So he gets close enough to put a ring on her and do the vows and get legally married. And then he immediately is like, also, on the same day that they're legally married, he is taking pictures of her ass so that she can sell it to the internet.

Unknown_10: really just amazing uh just just traumatizing horrific level black pill shit just like absolutely disgusting and i made a joke i said like um my data center is in in las vegas and i said like maybe i should get like uh idubs to help me out he can go to the data center for me and help me rack some shit help me change my networking gear out listen Since he's in the area and he's apparently not doing anything else important while he's getting married, he has some spare time to help me with my, uh, my, my networking issues.

1:03:14
Unknown_10: Uh, okay. And before, um, if you're just, if you're watching this and you're like, I've never watched Noel's stream ever. What does he talk about? I usually talk about everything that's featured that day. And then usually some other shit that pisses me off.

Unknown_10: Um,

Unknown_10: But a recurring feature of my streams is I talk about a balcony garden that I have going. And I talk about Chantal and Amberlynn pretty often. And that's like the fat woman segment. And we have a fat woman segment because there's some internet drama concerning them.

1:03:53
Unknown_05: So, without further ado, the plants.

Unknown_10: This is last week. This was at a much calmer time.

Unknown_10: So banana peppers were just starting to flower. Basil had gotten pretty big. Oregano was getting up there. The parsley was getting big. The dill, I might have fucked up the dill, just so everyone knows. I think that we picked the flowers too late, and now it's on the end of its cycle.

1:04:25
Unknown_10: So it's like growing really tall, but it's not growing enough dill leaves, which is kind of sad.

Unknown_10: But I did manage to have some borscht with the fresh dill.

Unknown_10: The thyme is doing well. I've used it in some stuff. It's really scented, fragrant, and really good. And then we see the peas. So...

1:05:08
Unknown_05: There's a lot I'm trying to count it's like a dozen of them or something And I had I had the peas for The first time yesterday.

Unknown_10: I was waiting to harvest them. I didn't know when you're supposed to like actually pick them but yesterday I thought like I Will I'll go ahead and pick them and I did take a picture. I

Unknown_10: Or did I save that?

Unknown_10: I'll just show you a picture of the peas. I ate these to relax. I needed some time, so I went for like a walk by the water. And then I got home and I ate my peas.

1:05:54
Unknown_05: There you go.

Unknown_10: Fresh peas. They're actually sweeter than... They're kind of small, but they're pretty sweet. And I think that's like a trade-off. I think if you use nitrogen-rich fertilizer and shit, you get bigger peas. But they're pretty sweet as they are. I enjoyed my peas. I think that's the first produce that I've had coming in. And then today...

Unknown_10: just today um the banana peppers are still growing and now they're like branching out into like double branches that are getting their own branches so um there's one in particular that's fucking massive and i'm gonna save the seeds of because it's doing very well um and the the flowers um are starting to turn into little pepper babies little teensy tiny banana peppers

1:06:41
Unknown_10: Um, but yeah, besides that, everything else is pretty much the same except for the basil, which tripled in size in one week. I legit, it's fucking crazy how much it grew.

Unknown_10: How does it smell? Um, I keep them in a little greenhouse.

Unknown_10: Oh my God. I'm legit fucking dying. I'm sorry. Um, I keep them a little greenhouse. So when I open the flap to the greenhouse, I unzip it and poke my head in. It does smell really good.

Unknown_10: It's a very, I don't know, it just smells like food. Kind of like an Italian restaurant.

1:07:19
Unknown_05: Post plant feet, no.

Unknown_05: Woo flu, oh no.

Unknown_10: Is getting the woo flu worse or better than getting the vaccine? I'm debating it. I'm debating which is worse, which is more dangerous.

Unknown_05: Okay, and now I'm going to play through... Oh, you know what?

Unknown_10: I'm debating. Maybe I can go... Here's what I'll do. I'm going to play a song that I received, and then I'm going to go get some more water, and I'll play the song for a bit.

1:07:51
Unknown_05: Let me see if I can find it.

Unknown_05: Someone sent me this as like a thing of support.

Unknown_05: And it's okay. It's a pretty good song.

Unknown_05: And if only I could find it.

Unknown_05: Is this it?

1:08:29
Unknown_05: Yeah, it is. Okay, so I'm going to play this and get some water.

Unknown_10: I'll be right back.

Unknown_12: Joshua Connor Moon, known as a cyberbully, very insecure. He uses all the vibrato and hubris with excessive foul language to express his mental health problems because most likely he was bullied as a kid. If you look this effeminate, most likely you were bullied. Most likely he was bullied and excessively beaten up as a kid. Has anyone mentioned how effeminate he looks? Very effeminate. Now he needs to get help.

1:08:59
Unknown_01: Visa and Mastercard have got me bad. Internet wall counts want me dead. Appalachian Jews give me a curse. How could things get any worse? I'm a feeder, a sneeter. I've been into a cedar field. Gardener, operator, and a local farmer. I've worked up, I'm upset.

1:09:41
Unknown_01: I don't have my age, browsing page after page, don't work.

Unknown_07: some beautiful music huh what am i oh autoplay got me he got me while i was in the bathroom

1:10:37
Unknown_10: Red-pilled e-girl, that's right. There's a lot of fan songs for Dick's show, and Hardman working hard to do that to promote themselves and stuff. But with my fans, if someone pulls out a guitar and sings me a song, they're doing it at penalty of death. They might get drone-struck for contributing hate material to this podcast.

Unknown_10: Can't believe Noel's care.

1:11:10
Unknown_05: uh all right all right fat woman time that's not a joke for the remainder of this stream i will be talking about fat women you're not interested in fat women uh click off now i have nothing else to say um i don't i don't think i think i've covered everything i think i've covered everything else and now we're just talking about fat women

Unknown_10: Let's start with Chantal, because while her announcement is probably bigger, there's less video content to show for it.

Unknown_05: Might as well just get it out of the way, right? Oh, God. The question is, can I set this up on Linux?

Unknown_05: Let's see.

Unknown_05: Aha, perfect, excellent.

1:12:04
Unknown_05: And now my timestamp is 2240.

Unknown_05: How do I seek? Pretty sure there was a way to seek it.

Unknown_05: Jump to, oh, it's control T, okay.

Unknown_10: I used to do this one in PC player when I was on Windows.

Unknown_10: So she's crying. Why do you think she's crying, chat?

1:12:42
Unknown_13: I'm pretty sure. That I'm addicted to cooking.

Unknown_10: Everyone told her. Everyone told her she would be.

Unknown_13: I can't stop shaking. I've been shaking all day.

1:13:22
Unknown_10: Let me actually, let me just explain, because you may not know this.

Unknown_10: I haven't talked about Chantel in a while, and I just assume that everyone in the world watches Chantel because she's the biggest celebrity on the internet.

Unknown_10: She got with this Egyptian guy who is like a chef, and every chef in the entire world does coke or meth or something.

Unknown_10: And his house is like a barren dump.

Unknown_10: And there's no furniture in it. And he just spends all his money on cocaine. And she got with this guy because he's like a dominant type. And he like chokes her. And she likes that.

1:13:59
Unknown_10: And during their relationship, they start doing hard drugs together. She smokes like the residue of like a meth pipe with him and like fucked her over and made her super sick for two days. And then she started doing cocaine with him. And everyone said, Chantal, you are 500 pounds. You have a weak heart. You've had cancer. You've had your total hysterectomy. You have bladder issues. You have gallbladder issues. You have like every kind of fucking issue ever. Putting cocaine into your body is a bad idea. And you have an addictive personality on top of it. So you will probably get addicted to cocaine. And she said, can you guys just like mind your fucking business? This is my life. I'm going to live my life. And if you don't like it, well, you can just fuck off. And now a couple of weeks later, I think they've broken up and then gotten back together. I don't know if they're broken up right now or back together right now, but she is now on camera crying because she's addicted to cocaine.

1:15:04
Unknown_10: Um, no, I'm sorry.

Unknown_10: She did not have cancer. I don't think.

Unknown_10: She had a hysterectomy for a different reason. Oh, she had cysts. She had PCOS and she had really bad cysts in her uterus or whatever.

Unknown_10: So they were just like, I guess we'll just take it all out because you're too fat to really do any kind of proper surgery on. Ugh.

Unknown_13: I can't stop shaking and I just feel like I just need to calm down. That's why I ordered the pray rolls because if I do, when I do edibles or I do, um,

1:15:42
Unknown_13: cannabis it actually really helps with the nerves because my nerves are just solid guys who watch fat people and like who just pay attention to like retards on online in general all know what PCOS is because every single one of them will say over and over again actually I'm fat because I have PCOS and it's like what the fuck does that mean what here's what we need to do we need to launch an investigative probe

Unknown_10: Welcome, Geraldine.

1:16:51
Unknown_13: feel bad for lying but how am I supposed to I didn't even think that I haven't like stupid I was a little cocky you know starts with a couple lines and then you're like oh it's just for partying and and then I just started you know I wasn't started doing it by myself like not with anybody just having a fucking eight ball in my drawer I'm just doing it

Unknown_10: It kind of embarrasses me that we have the same exact chair because I looked it up and I was like, I need a chair that's comfy and can support me and my weight. And I got this chair because that's what matched the coffee. And then she did the same thing and got the same exact chair. So I don't know. I guess I need to lose weight. I know I have been losing weight. I've lost like.

1:17:50
Unknown_10: I want to say, like, eight kilograms. Yeah, like, not that much. Like, 13 pounds or so.

Unknown_10: This year. Not even this year, because I didn't start until, like, February or March or whatever. But it's going pretty well. Did it happen yesterday?

Unknown_13: I don't think so. The day before yesterday, maybe?

Unknown_13: like before that it's been like every day almost i'd say maybe a day or two without it but the more i do it obviously and i just got scared today because like i thought i was okay and went to farm boy and then all of a sudden i just it's like you have to learn how to be happy again welcome sam

1:18:42
Unknown_13: That's why you keep doing it because it's like once it's over, it's like you just keep needing more and more because you get so depressed, you know, and shaky.

Unknown_10: Literally everyone told her that this would happen. And I want to point out that when she says, like, welcome, those are people, like, subscribing to her. So her fans who are subscribing to her know that she spends her money on cocaine. And they're still giving her money knowing that it will be spent on cocaine. Like, her fans and enablers are, like, the dumbest fucking retards ever.

Unknown_13: I'm so stupid.

1:19:29
Unknown_13: I'm doing a piece of edible because it helps. No, it does. I'm not gonna do a lot.

Unknown_13: I feel like I have to because I'm so like... Really, queen?

Unknown_03: A day? !

Unknown_03: Oh no, mine lasted like... Is your... Does your really need to chew fucking gum?

1:20:05
Unknown_10: How much does that fucking bother... Even Sam Hyde does it. I've been watching... I tried to watch Sam Hyde recently. And I cancelled my Gumroad subscription to Sam Hyde because all of his new videos are just shit. And he's like talking to these fucking retards that I could not care less about. Um, and it's just not funny. And, but there's this guy on YouTube called the new pill. And I think it's like a fan run account that like edits down his three hour long videos where he's just talking to these fucking waste of lives. And they, he adds them down and then like combines clips from like his past content and makes like a 10 minute long video that says the same thing in like a funnier way. Um, so the new pill is like the official Sam Hyde channel now, as far as I'm concerned.

1:20:43
Unknown_10: Um, I forgot why I mentioned this.

Unknown_10: Oh, Sam Hyde chews gum in his videos. Like, bro, you're fucking asking for, like, people to give you money for, like, your videos. Why can you not, like, not eat McDonald's and chew gum on fucking, on the mic? Like, why? And I, it's not, I'm not seeing him.

Unknown_13: It's not that. It's getting it myself and doing it myself, you know?

1:21:25
Unknown_13: And even Dom was like, I'm not getting it for you anymore. I can see you just want more and more of it. I'm not getting it for you.

Unknown_10: Nobody likes the sound of chewing into the mic. It is fucking gross. And it really, I remember when I was in middle school, if I sat in the middle of the classroom and I just looked straight ahead, I could tell you every person in that room who was chewing gum. I knew exactly what desk they would be sitting at because I could, I can, it's just, it drives me fucking crazy. I could tell if they were sitting two seats, one to the right behind me, because I can just pick that up with my fucking ears and I know that they're chewing gum. And I love the teachers that made them spit it out. It was the best. The only classes I could actually focus and learn in were the ones that had teachers like that, who were usually like old, unlikable people anyways.

1:21:59
Unknown_13: Brooke, did something happen to you this weekend? No, I'm okay, Brooke. Thank you.

Unknown_13: Kev Cass, no one is allowed to shame anyone for drug use. You were not a terrible person. Thanks, Kev.

Unknown_10: That's the problem. You should be shaming her. You should be saying, wow, that's really fucking pathetic. We all told your dumb ass that you'd get fucking addicted because you have an addicted personality. And there's another reason why I think that she'll keep using it forever. That I'll explain in a second. You don't feel that way.

1:22:37
Unknown_13: Like people telling you you're a junkie and everything, you know.

Unknown_13: And it's like, yeah, probably a lot of my weight loss was from that because you don't eat.

Unknown_09: Oh, she said it.

Unknown_10: The ozempic doing that.

Unknown_13: And then people would accuse me of that. And I hate lying about it.

Unknown_13: And now, stop, am I going to gain my weight back? You know what I mean?

Unknown_13: So I just, that scared me. So I was like, no, I'll just, one more time, one more time, one more time, one more time. Robert, just do this and then none, you know?

1:23:13
Unknown_13: Miss Fancy May, welcome to Very Important Beezers. Ready, set, bees. Thank you.

Unknown_10: she lost has lost like 60 pounds and she'll never stop coke because uh her coke habit allows her to um like replace food basically so it's like do you want to be fat or do you want to be thin and do coke and she'll choose coke because she doesn't give a fuck about her body she'll die in like her 40s there's there's no way that this woman's gonna live to see 50.

1:23:49
Unknown_10: So yeah, that's the Chantel update. Now there's more, there's pressing news.

Unknown_10: With the other fat woman. Fat women. Amberlynn. She left a bunch of, like, really, um, like, vague posts. Like, saying, like, oh, I can't do my Tuesday stream today because the worst thing ever just happened. And then, um, people spoiled what it was. I mean, people always speculate that Becky and her broke up because it's so obviously going to fucking happen because they're, like, the most loveless union of two people on the face of the fucking planet. Like... King Henry VIII had more love in his marriages than these two fucking weirdos do. These two bed-death lesbians do together.

1:24:24
Unknown_10: But I'll pause this video. I have a big chunk of time stamped to play through, and I'll pause it when she says one of the reasons why they're breaking up.

Unknown_04: I guess I'm going to go ahead and just say it.

Unknown_04: We have broke up.

1:24:54
Unknown_04: It happened Sunday and it was initiated by me.

Unknown_04: But the fact of the matter is, is I've had a lot of time to think and reflect and we just want different things in life.

Unknown_04: You know, Amberlynn wants to leave Kentucky one day and

Unknown_10: So reason number one, Amberlynn has like a weird belief that she's like a celebrity and she deserves to be like a famous celebrity and shit.

1:25:38
Unknown_10: So she wants, I think she'll probably move to like some other fucking hell hole like LA where everyone goes to have their dreams die and become bitter, empty, soulless husk of like a real person. she'll probably do that because she thinks she should be like a famous big person or whatever and becky becky's entire life becky's the one on the right by the way uh is number one being in kentucky surrounded by her big retarded southern family and number two um living in the 90s forever so she'll becky wants becky wants to stay and emberlyn wants to go

Unknown_10: Oh, and Amberlynn's family lives in California, so she'll probably go back to there, too, to be closer to them. And it's just like a non-negotiable thing. They're interested in two completely different areas of the country.

1:26:23
Unknown_04: She wants to see her family, and she wants to move to another state, and it's like, this is my home, and this is where my family is, and I don't want to leave.

Unknown_04: And...

Unknown_04: But I love her.

Unknown_04: I love her.

Unknown_04: I love her.

Unknown_04: I don't care what anybody else thinks of her. I know who she is.

1:26:57
Unknown_04: And she has her faults. And I have my faults too.

Unknown_09: How do I do a poll? I want to do a poll. Does Trobo not have polls?

Unknown_04: You know, we've been together for four years and both of our weights.

Unknown_10: How does it not have fucking poles?

Unknown_04: And it's like, Emberlyn tries to start Jenny Craig and all these other things. And I'm going to be honest, I don't join them with her.

1:27:32
Unknown_04: I should, but I don't.

Unknown_04: But it's not like I'm also going out of my way to eat horribly in front of her. or suggest we order this or do this. No, I don't do that.

Unknown_10: So reason number two they want to break up is that Amberlynn is a perpetual diet cyclist. She likes to go between diets and say, oh, I'm starting this new Jenny Craig diet. I'm doing this diet. Whatever the fuck diet. And Becky isn't as much of a binge eater. She's really fat, but she just eats what she wants, and that's enough to keep her at 300 pounds as opposed to over 600 where Amberlynn is.

1:28:11
Unknown_10: And Becky doesn't want to do these stupid fucking dies that Amberlynn does. And then Amberlynn blames her for keeping food in the house and shit.

Unknown_10: Okay, so... By the way, press 1 if you think these are real tears. Press 2 if you think that they're fake tears. I want to see Chad's opinion.

Unknown_04: But I'm not strong enough... To be that support right now.

Unknown_04: But I want...

Unknown_04: to always have this one in my life.

1:28:45
Unknown_06: That's a pretty fair toss-up.

Unknown_04: It's nothing to do with money. I just want her in my life. I want to go to Oklahoma if, you know, you move there, or California, or if you move to Virginia, like all these places you've mentioned that you could go to someday.

Unknown_04: I want to travel. I've never been west of Kentucky. I'd love to go see you wherever you go.

Unknown_04: I want that too.

Unknown_10: It's real, but she's crying for herself. Yeah, Emmalyn's the type that wants what she... I just feel like this is the healthiest choice. That wants everything and she can't handle a loss because she just wants everything that she wants.

1:29:17
Unknown_04: But for now, me and her are going to do this together. We're going to work through this together. Whenever both of us are hurting, we're going to be there for each other.

Unknown_04: with figuring out where our lives are going, we're gonna be there for each other. And even when we part ways, we're still going to be just a phone call, a text message, a flight away, you know? It's just, I have a lot.

1:29:59
Unknown_04: to take care of in life. I've got, you know, I'm going through a hard grieving process right now and I can't be the partner that she needs because I am angry with God right now.

Unknown_10: That's cringe. She's saying that her mother recently died, but I don't know. Like, she can't be supportive of Amberlynn because she has to, like, be sad for her mother dying, which is weird.

1:30:43
Unknown_04: And that reflects on me here.

Unknown_04: And it's like, you know, with my family and my friends and whatnot, you know, I can tell them these things, and I have told them these things. But it's like...

Unknown_04: I'm able to put up a mask and be someone else. Well, still be myself, but mask that hurt and that pain and that anger while I'm around everybody else. But whenever I'm home, that stuff is at the forefront and I try to push it away, but I cannot be the partner that Amberlynn needs right now. I can't.

1:31:34
Unknown_10: Convinced that the entirety of America is a fake reality show. This is pretty like, can you imagine like, I feel like myself, I don't want any kind of relationship because I want to focus on myself.

Unknown_04: I want to agree with my mother properly.

Unknown_10: The writing was on the walls with this, by the way, because Becky got a job. The entire arrangement was that Becky didn't have to work.

Unknown_10: Becky had to wipe her ass and shit and take care of the house for her. It was basically just like her maid.

1:32:07
Unknown_04: I don't want her to have to be in Kentucky for the rest of her life and away from her family or her dreams and what she wants and her journey on becoming who she wants to be.

Unknown_04: And I feel like I hinder that too.

Unknown_10: Becky legit was revealed at some point that Becky has to wipe her ass because she's so fucking fat she can't do it anymore. So Becky does all the chores and handles all the adult issues and Amberlynn just gives her AdSense money so she doesn't have to work. But then recently, Becky got a job. And I'm pretty sure that was Becky financially disentangling herself from Amberlynn so that she could eventually say... Um, you're really fucking annoying and I don't want to wipe your ass anymore. And you're kind of like a manipulative bitch. So goodbye.

1:32:43
Unknown_10: Oh, someone said the U.S. is like a TV show. And so can you just imagine like showing people in the future, like in the past? I always think about this. Like what would happen if you just went back in time and like showed someone like in the 1950s? Like, yeah, this is going to be like normal in Kentucky in like a couple of years from now. It's just like these two morbidly obese, like butterball women in like a gay, asexual relationship making money off pretending to diet on YouTube. That's going to be life for real people soon.

1:33:20
Unknown_03: Becky doesn't seem bothered at all. I'm very bothered. She's very different. She didn't even cry when her mom passed away that much. That's why I feel like she has a lot of stuff that she has to deal with.

Unknown_10: I feel like that's a thing where she's like, that's called sneak dissing. If you're black, when you say like, oh, she says that she has to grieve her mother, but she didn't actually even cry when her mother died. That's called a sneak diss, actually.

1:34:04
Unknown_04: so it's just whenever you've gone through so much in life you crying isn't the response your body always gives out I talked to my family yesterday and I'm just like I feel like I'm in shock of

Unknown_04: Me finally saying it and telling her and coming to the realization.

Unknown_10: Ebonics. That's a racist term.

Unknown_04: Early this year, we wanted to get married. We truly did. Oh, yeah, they weren't married. They were just, like, fiancés. Whenever I first, you know, me and her first started talking, I was just so heavily against, like, marriage and...

1:35:03
Unknown_04: all that stuff. And I kept telling her for years, I'm just like, I don't know. I don't know if I want to get married. I don't know. I don't know. But it's just like, you know, around November, December last year, you know, I felt it in my heart. I'm like,

Unknown_04: I want to marry her. And then it's just like... Dude, Factorio never goes on sale.

Unknown_10: Why do people not know that? They keep saying, oh, I'll buy bass Factorio when it goes on sale. It never goes on sale, ever. And it's not called the Bonix. It's called African American Vernacular English, or AAVE, or AVE, as in AVE, Trita Kaiser. That's what you say now. And it's not, it's people, Ebonics is like a derogatory term for like the way black people be spoken and shit. And they say it's like a lesser form of English, but actually it's just black culture and it's righteous. You know, we got engaged in everything and us, you know, getting older and maturing and coming to these realizations and

1:35:39
Unknown_04: That just because you want something doesn't mean it's right. Doesn't mean that that's what you need. Just because you want it doesn't mean you need it.

1:36:15
Unknown_04: You deleting something?

Unknown_03: Yeah, I'm blocking this person.

Unknown_03: Like these last...

Unknown_03: This last year has been fucking torture. Like, the last 365 days has been... What? Yeah, it's... Cancer, deaths, hysterectomy, this, like... A global pandemic. God, the pandemic didn't even flash in my brain at all.

1:36:58
Unknown_10: Because you don't go outside.

Unknown_03: I forgot about that big puppy.

Unknown_03: It's just like, what is going on? I just don't know how much more I can handle. Like, I feel like that, you know? Yeah. Touch grass.

Unknown_04: Weird, horrible alternate dimension. Yeah.

1:37:34
Unknown_10: Becky... Okay, that's a funny thing. Becky is unironically better than Amberlynn.

Unknown_10: She's very slow. She's very soft-spoken. She doesn't have a lot going on in her head. The only thing that Becky really cares about is 90s shit.

Unknown_10: She does like crayon drawings of like 90s Cartoon Network kids shit. And that's like she's wearing like a 90s. All her shirts are like 90s references. I think that's album art from a 1990s band. That's her entire life is like thinking about the 1990s.

1:38:10
Unknown_10: So she has very little going on upstairs, but she like is just more like a more competent, genuine, you know, sensible person than Amberlynn. So Amberlynn will get genuinely upset if Becky is getting a lot of attention and chat because she gets way more positive attention than Amberlynn ever does. And you can actually see her like seethe and cope in real time. Whenever Becky's like just talking about her fucking 90s shit and people in chat are like really engaged and really friendly with her. And then Amberlynn starts talking and everyone fucking hates her again.

Unknown_04: It's a lot of emotional heaviness. I sleep a lot.

1:38:53
Unknown_03: Yeah.

Unknown_03: Like.

Unknown_03: I really am trying to figure everything out. And you know it just happened a couple days ago. But.

Unknown_03: We can't just be sitting on our asses. Even though that's what we're doing. There will be days we will be. But like.

1:39:26
Unknown_03: Today, after this live stream, we're going to go to- Wait, I went to the wrong timestamp.

Unknown_10: I'm sorry. I subjected you to needless Amberlynn noise.

Unknown_03: I will say that it was like two months ago we signed the lease to stay here for another year.

Unknown_03: But we talked to the leasing office today and we canceled the year lease because

Unknown_03: So more than likely, we won't be here for another year.

1:40:01
Unknown_10: Dude, you should see people have taken pictures of their vehicle.

Unknown_03: They have some goals.

Unknown_10: Amberlynn is too fat to drive. She literally can't access the steering wheel. So Becky has to drive. But if you ever see their vehicle with them inside of it, the suspension is completely fucked. And it leans to the right because Amberlynn's wrecked it.

Unknown_03: That we both have.

Unknown_03: For what we want to achieve before moving out. And when we move out, we're going to be moving out at the same time.

1:40:39
Unknown_03: Because neither of us want to leave each other like that.

Unknown_03: It's just wrong. We're not. this isn't that type of breakup. It's just not.

Unknown_03: Um, yeah, it's still going.

Unknown_10: We have, I like to argue in our ducks in order.

Unknown_03: There's going to be a lot of things that we have to figure out. They're least breaking.

Unknown_10: Cause the, which is weird.

Unknown_03: It's like, um, and there's going to be changes.

Unknown_03: Like, I don't think that we're going to sleep in the same bed anymore. No, that would be weird. We'll sleep in the same room. Maybe, but just not the same bed. I think we slept in the same room last night. Yeah, we did. Just... I think that's the part that fucked me up last night. I was having... While she was sleeping, I was having anxiety attacks. I was crying. Like... That was hard.

1:41:13
Unknown_10: Oh, looking at her being fat reminded me of something. Hold on. I have this saved. I almost completely forgot about it.

Unknown_10: Oh, no. Please tell me I have this saved. Pray for me, chat. I have this saved somewhere. Aha. Aha.

1:41:46
Unknown_05: Come here.

Unknown_05: This. Oh, wait. No, this has the fucking Twitter thing on it. This one. This one does not.

Unknown_10: From Frederick Brennan, the old administrator of 8chan. I find it easier not to confuse us since in my headcanon I'm basically him anyways.

1:42:22
Unknown_10: frederick is now a furry he's a fat furry he hinted at it like a couple years ago when he changed his thing to like fan art of him that was like a weird raccoon but now it's like official i guess it was like commissioned maybe i don't know maybe it was an initial incident before but ah frederick

Unknown_10: There was a time where he was, like, married to, like, a Filipino woman.

Unknown_10: He had, like, a girlfriend in the Philippines. Oh, no. He had, like, an assistant named, like, Mochi. But Mochi was, like, had, like, a boyfriend. So he fired her because she had a boyfriend and she wanted to, like, leave the apartment to go see her boyfriend every so often. Um...

1:43:13
Unknown_10: And left once without asking permission to go take a few days off to go see her boyfriend. So he fired her. And then he hired another person. And I think they got married.

Unknown_10: And then, I don't know what happened with that. But he also got really religious around that time.

Unknown_10: And he ended that relationship. Or she left him or something. I don't know what happened. But after that, he's become really depressed. And you can see it on his Twitter timeline. He's super...

Unknown_10: weird now which sucks it's probably i don't know it's probably really bad on drugs now painkillers and shit it's kind of sad

1:43:53
Unknown_10: Oh, well. He's very angry at the forum, and I don't know why. I don't know what investment he gets out of it, because, like, he doesn't care. He genuinely doesn't give a fuck about any of this shit. I don't know if it's, like, a self-enrichment thing. I don't know if it's, like... He's, like, afraid of... Because Brianna Wu still calls for him to be thrown in, like, a doo-doo rape dungeon in the United States. So maybe he's just trying to, like, save his own ass by, like, pandering really hard.

1:44:24
Unknown_10: Maybe he feels bad. I don't know. It's very weird though.

Unknown_10: I don't like hold a grudge against him and I never got the sense that he holds a grudge against me, but I'm bad at reading people.

Unknown_03: And yeah, Becky and I do not want to be in a relationship with anyone. No, we've both decided that that's just not. Right. I mean, I'll just speak for myself. We've talked about it, but I don't want to be in a relationship. I know I have a bad record of always finding someone like a month after a breakup, but I cannot see myself ever remotely looking at someone like I looked at you.

1:45:03
Unknown_03: Not even close. So... Yeah.

Unknown_04: I personally...

Unknown_04: know how hard, you know, me and you both know how hard it was for me to open myself up.

Unknown_04: Yeah. And allow myself to be loved again after the really bad breakup I had.

1:45:35
Unknown_10: Oops, I'm past it. That's just her talking about how, I don't know, about how she's like such a delicate angel. She has to be really careful about who she trusts.

Unknown_10: almost done with this um but i'm not saying it i'm gonna tell you this is off subject i'm just gonna tell you right now you said you know i've always been kind of ugly then how have you made out with as many people as you have that's no one else's business everyone's a really good kisser i'm just letting everybody know that she's the best kisser i've ever had and you're never gonna have that again i know unless we do one last makeup session later

1:46:20
Unknown_03: Oh, my God.

Unknown_03: It's whatever.

Unknown_04: I've never had nobody actually tell me I'm a skilled kisser, but nobody's ever really... No, you're good. Really?

Unknown_03: Yeah, let's not talk about this.

Unknown_03: I'm just letting everybody know.

Unknown_10: That pat. It kind of reminds me of, like, Charlotte's Web, where they're like, yep, that's some pig. Pat, pat, pat. 5810.

1:46:54
Unknown_04: your circumstances and your routines and the people you're around like i said you know with the whole weight loss thing me and you were not helping each other we were not it's like when i'm trying to do good you're like hey let's

Unknown_04: Get something sweet. And I can't say no. Even though I'm diabetic, I'm working. I have to work on that. And it's like, you know, if you're the one trying to diet and do good, I'm not jumping on that bandwagon with you. She's like blaming her. I think me and you can do better if we're focusing on ourselves.

Unknown_10: She's blaming her because Becky's diabetic, but Amberlynn's, like, fat, so she always has, like, candy and shit lying around. There's another stream where I think Amberlynn's a little bit saltier. I hope it will be funny. Oh, wait, wrong one.

1:47:50
Unknown_05: All right. Skip in, like, an hour in immediately.

Unknown_10: I don't know if Amberlynn's... The thing with Amberlynn is that she's very young. She's the youngest of all the death vets. So her health issues... She has a kind of time-release protection with her.

1:48:29
Unknown_10: Chantel's like 10 years older than her. I think Becky's in her 30s. So they get health complications before Amberlynn. But she will die really fast once she starts to age.

Unknown_14: Oh, Becky said that if I got with someone, she'd be jealous.

Unknown_10: I like Satisfactory more than Factorio, but that's because I think Factorio is just really ugly, and I don't like the 2D aspect of it.

Unknown_04: Yeah, because I'm not breaking up with you because I don't love you. Oh, what a sweet little rude beat.

1:49:01
Unknown_03: Oh, I can call you names that I call my friends now. Like what? What's up, bitch whore?

Unknown_03: I'm just going to call you a bit. A bit. Bit. That's cute. You big old bit.

Unknown_08: She's like.

Unknown_03: Big old.

Unknown_08: She's like actually angry.

Unknown_03: Do you remember in Vlogmas? You big old bit.

Unknown_03: We had the camera up.

Unknown_03: And I said, are you calling me fat? People thought I was serious.

Unknown_04: People will take you too seriously.

Unknown_03: You really think that someone my size would be getting mad about that?

1:49:34
Unknown_03: No. No.

Unknown_03: No, that's my middle name. Fat.

Unknown_03: Bruno said, thinking of y'all. Thank you so much. Thank you, Bruno. Are you still sleeping in the same bed? I need a haircut.

Unknown_10: Yeah, it is like a weird... A subtle shade between you two. Because it's like they're broken up now and their relationship is ending, but the relationship really hasn't changed because they're just like bed-death lesbians, right? So they don't really give a fuck.

Unknown_02: You two are so uncomfortable.

Unknown_02: There's no shade.

Unknown_02: Me and Emberlyn poke at each other.

1:50:07
Unknown_02: Or are you throwing shit? Are you throwing shit at me? No.

Unknown_03: No? You are delusional thinking it's healthy to keep sleeping together. I slept with Crystal for months after we broke up. I slept with Destiny for a couple weeks after we broke up.

Unknown_03: It didn't affect me.

Unknown_03: The only way it did affect me was in a positive way. I don't want to just lose my friend in that comfort. I don't like sleeping alone. Like, it is what it is.

Unknown_10: That's weird.

Unknown_03: And Becky, it's not like I'm holding her hostage, telling her to come sleep in the bed with me. Clearly she wants to as well, but not in a weird way. I don't see the big issue. They never have sex anyway.

1:50:42
Unknown_04: Our bed is big enough for like four people.

Unknown_03: Yeah, I would sleep in the same bed with Eric and Ricky or Hannah and Rafe. I have slept in the same bed with Eric and Ricky and Hannah and Rafe.

Unknown_04: Yeah.

Unknown_10: destiny is a girl that she's like still not over they got broken up a long time ago and amberlynn is like still buddy buddy trying to like she literally buys their friendship destiny and her new girlfriend um amberlynn sends them like tons and tons of gifts and shit

1:51:17
Unknown_10: And only recently do they have like a falling out. So she like, I don't think that there's like a sexual connection between any of these fat fucking women who can't like do anything. They're like physically unable to perform sex. Like, how do you find the genitals of these people? It is not possible. You would need, like, a broomstick to achieve penetration. So it is just like, let's just watch 90-ish shows on Netflix and live together, and that'll be our civil union. There's not, like, an actual marriage or anything between these people. 550...

1:51:59
Unknown_10: i want i like to imagine that there's like a very confused vice journalist watching this thinking like wait these are the cyber terrorists so they just watch fat people a bunch of rambling pam please go to couple therapy you both seem so happy in each other's company sometimes it's worth fighting for i love you guys

Unknown_03: I don't think it's like that. Becky's one and done.

Unknown_04: What?

Unknown_03: Yeah.

Unknown_10: That's the wrong term.

Unknown_04: It's nothing personal at all. It's just I have to take care of myself. I have to work on myself and so do you. The whole thing with you not caring about yourself, that's hard.

Unknown_04: You know? Because I don't want you to not care about yourself.

Unknown_04: And it's like, I'm trying to start to care about myself.

1:52:54
Unknown_03: Yeah.

Unknown_10: See, that's Amberlynn. Every interaction they have is like, Becky talks about herself, and then Amberlynn's just like, yeah, okay, mm-hmm. And then, like, okay, let's get back to me. Let's get back to the star of the show here.

Unknown_03: Becky, baby girl, you ain't got to sleep in the same bed with Amber. You got legs. You can just get up and walk away. What's Amber going to do? Chase you down?

Unknown_04: Well, no.

Unknown_04: Like I literally just said a minute ago. I said, if we try it and it's too hard or weird, then there's another bed. It's just this one.

1:53:25
Unknown_03: Yeah. She doesn't like being...

Unknown_04: alone in the same room but that is something like to sleep but that is something you are gonna have to work on she um her why did she read that her engagement is just but not yet haters like her haters are her entire career so she has she like you want me to work on it now she leaves like comments open she doesn't censor her comments usually to work on it soon so whenever that time comes

1:54:10
Unknown_10: It won't be so hard.

Unknown_04: She's talking to her like she's a dog with separation anxiety.

Unknown_03: Yeah, we'll see. Are you doing Vlogmas? I hope so.

Unknown_03: You guys still seem so in love. Couples counseling really isn't a bad idea. People don't usually propose. Break it off and stay friends. Y'all are clearly still in love with... clearly still in love with love and peace it's usually with peace and love so i was all kinds of confused love and peace um i do i love becky very very much i love you too

1:54:50
Unknown_04: very much it's just I don't think this is what we need anymore and Amberlynn you know another thing is you know she doesn't want to be in Kentucky forever she rags on this place every chance she gets it's not that though but it's like I'm not leaving Becky you can tell Becky doesn't like that because it's like I don't know I guess if you go to some place with like your significant other and you just talk about how shitty it is all the fucking time they'll get pretty pissed off about that I noticed something I move for people

Unknown_03: I am never going to be in the place I want to be. And that's just being honest.

Unknown_04: That's why next time, whenever you're in a relationship, don't move for them.

Unknown_04: I moved. Becky. I moved for Nina. Hold on. I moved for Nina and I swear I will never do it again. What are you doing? I want to say something to Becky. Hold on.

Unknown_04: Oh my God.

Unknown_10: Oh no.

Unknown_10: They literally pause the audio so they can conspire together. She's telling her, you shut your fucking mouth. Shut your fucking mouth and you be fucking nice. And you don't ever question me again, you fat bitch. I'll fucking kill you. I'm so intrigued. I need like a lip reader to figure out what's being said here.

1:55:49
Unknown_03: I'm sorry. I had to say something because I think Becky got confused. What?

Unknown_03: But here's the thing. Got confused. There's a misconception here.

Unknown_10: She needed to be straightened out. She had a misunderstanding. Like when that wrestling guy, John Cena, he had a misunderstanding about the national sovereignty of Taiwan. And he needed to have a talking to. I moved for Nina.

1:56:28
Unknown_04: And it was the biggest mistake of my life. And whenever I moved back here, I said I would never leave my family for another... Girl.

Unknown_04: Because I missed out on so much, you know? I only got to see my family one time a year.

Unknown_04: That's crazy.

Unknown_10: That response.

Unknown_04: Because I missed out on so much, you know? I only got to see my family one time a year. Her reaction. That's crazy.

1:57:01
Unknown_08: That's crazy. Anyways, let's move on.

Unknown_03: Let's see. You guys seem to have way more chemistry now than ever before. So odd.

Unknown_10: Chemistry. What fucking chemistry?

Unknown_04: We're not being as reserved and uptight as we were when we thought we were dating. When we thought we thought we were dating. No, when we were dating, we were engaged, you know, together.

Unknown_10: They have the chemistry of, like, co-workers that don't really like each other, but have to get along.

1:57:37
Unknown_04: With you, yeah.

Unknown_04: You're not as... Okay, what the... You ain't got it on lockdown.

Unknown_03: What does this mean?

Unknown_04: You have to have everything a certain way, and... You just gotta have... You're a controlling bitch. Your OCD is...

Unknown_04: And I feel like you're trying... A lot of people don't understand that.

1:58:08
Unknown_10: You ruined my fucking life. You sit there in your fucking chair and you tell me what to do.

Unknown_04: To work on our friendship. And you're not going with the, you know, freak out, screaming, yelling like the Amberlynn in the past would have.

Unknown_10: You treat me like you're N-word and I'm sick of it.

Unknown_04: My OCD would get really bad.

Unknown_10: I'm a free man. Juneteenth just happened.

Unknown_03: And I've read up on it and...

Unknown_03: tried to see if it was normal. My psychiatrist would tell me it was normal, but like when you're OCD so bad and like, how do I explain it?

1:58:43
Unknown_03: Say there was something out of order or something and there was no way for it to get fixed or like Becky did it wrong. Cause like an OCD thing, like you can,

Unknown_03: Look this all up. I know it's confusing to people who don't have OCD.

Unknown_10: What the fuck does that mean? Like, for real, what it is is that Amberlynn sits there in her fucking chair and she says, Becky, do this. And then when Becky does it, she doesn't like the result and she fucking nags and bitches about it and Becky is sick of it and that's why she got a job so she can leave Amberlynn behind and find someone else who's not so fucking annoying. Um...

Unknown_03: I would freak out. Like, it really, like, something inside of me, like, I don't know how to explain it. Remember that one time we went... She doesn't know how to explain it without sounding like a total cunt.

1:59:26
Unknown_10: So she's just, like, lost for words.

Unknown_04: And Amberlynn saw it, and she was like, move that. You've got to move that right now. And I'm like, nah, it's okay. I shut the trunk, got in the car. We were sitting in the car. She's like, can you please just go move that right now? Please, I can't stop thinking about it. And I'm like, it's not squishing it. And you're just like, I don't care. Can you please...

Unknown_04: so I had to get back out of the car open the trunk and move it it's not like I scream at her like stupid bitch no it's just like oh my god you don't have to be yelling to be a controlling bitch I'm just saying you do you do things and it's just like I try to tell you Amberlynn there's no significance to it it's not going to hurt anything but it's like so significant to me

2:00:18
Unknown_03: It feels like the end of the world. Like.

Unknown_10: They're having like an actual argument where they're trying not to like out bitch each other.

Unknown_04: And I've watched documentaries where people are the exact same way.

Unknown_03: And I'm just like.

Unknown_10: See, okay, here's an example. My aunt has OCD. And an example of how that OCD works is that she, for instance, really needs light switches to be uniform. So if you ever had like a light switch on your wall where up and down are like on and off but different for each one depending on the light, she made my grandfather...

2:00:55
Unknown_10: take the the face plate off the light switches and flip the switches so that up and down or off and on uh the same way for each one that's ocd that's that shit that bugs people and the issue is that you can be ocd about things but if you're not going to actually like

Unknown_10: If you're going to like demand other people get up and do things for you because you're too fucking fat to do it for yourself, then it causes a rift in the relationship.

Unknown_04: Signs of OCD.

Unknown_03: Yeah, he does, doesn't he?

Unknown_03: And I was very close to someone with OCD and they acted the exact same way I do. You literally can't control it.

Unknown_03: Like, it just freaks you out. Certain things, like, freak you out, and they have to be a certain way, and if they're not, you, like... I think it's also the mixture of me having anxiety. Because when I have anxiety, I'm already on edge. Like, it's just a mixture of a lot.

2:01:48
Unknown_10: I'm not gonna... Like, what am I gonna say about Yanov? Yanov's penis fell off. He had a fake clit, but because he has diabetes, his penis fell off. I can't show you the picture, bro. Like, I'm sorry I'm not talking about what you want me to, but...

Unknown_10: I'm almost done. I got 20 seconds left and I'm done with this. But what am I going to say? What am I going to show you about Yanov? I cannot show you his... It's on the forum. You want to go see Yanov's broken talk... Oh, you know what? Actually, there's a sound clip. I'll play the sound clip. Fine. I'll give you what you want, you motherfucker. Because it's not a picture. It's just a sound clip. And we'll rejoice. 20 more seconds of this. I want to see...

2:02:22
Unknown_10: What this timestamp was.

Unknown_03: Amber, if you could stay together, would you? Yes, I would.

Unknown_03: Yes, I would.

Unknown_04: Once again, I'm sorry for the yawning.

2:02:55
Unknown_10: So I think it's entirely Becky. I'm on Team Becky. I've always been Team Becky, and I'm pretty sure that this was like, I can't fucking deal with you anymore. You are a millstone.

Unknown_10: As Ralph would say, you're a millstone around my neck.

Unknown_07: I went to the doctors and I went to an urgent care center and I had them do an exam on me and they told me that my clitoris fell off and they showed me where it did fall off.

2:03:44
Unknown_07: But it's, the doctor told me that. It's like impossible for me to comprehend.

Unknown_07: So I got the guy to send, to take some pictures of that area. And I sent them over to my surgeon, and to the second surgeon that did my surgery. There were two surgeons that did my surgery.

Unknown_07: And they don't believe it. It's...

Unknown_07: it's not impossible but it's so rare that something like that can happen because how do I put it the clitoris is basically the tip the tip of my old dick honestly and like with the vein like with the vein and everything with the butt supply so If that was to happen, I would be dead because I would be bleeding out like crazy.

2:04:40
Unknown_07: It doesn't make sense.

Unknown_07: Every doctor has told me something different, and that's why I don't trust doctors. I don't trust them at all.

Unknown_07: It's not there.

Unknown_07: I don't know where it went. It's not there anymore. So, I'm going tomorrow to have a checkup by a nurse from TransCareBC that knows the stuff. She's going to look into it with a second nurse. Two nurses are going to do a full exam on me. I'm really stressed out.

2:05:22
Unknown_07: Have not gone the way... Doesn't he have like a shitty Jessica Simpson dog?

Unknown_10: Do you think the dog ate it?

Unknown_07: I wanted it to with the surgery.

Unknown_07: I know, like you said, it looks great and such. It doesn't.

Unknown_07: It's not the result I really expected. I know it's still healing and it's still swollen and such, but it's like...

2:05:55
Unknown_07: I'm four months now, for almost five and two weeks, but it's stressful. It's really. I ended up starting insulin too, and it's not made me feel so good. I feel sick. Like right now, I feel like I've been up fucking faint.

Unknown_07: I haven't eaten all day. It's not good. I don't know. I gotta eat something. I don't feel good. You know, there was a lot of speculation that Yaniv's doctors, because Yaniv is such an infamous fucking asshole, would intentionally botch his surgery and would get away with it because everyone hates him. Because of my sugars and... It's my fault. It's really my fault. Because I'm... I'm not taking care of myself at all.

2:07:10
Unknown_07: Like, I'm just neglecting myself completely. Okay, that's the end of that.

Unknown_10: So the news is basically, if you don't know, in a, um...

Unknown_10: What's called a penis, penile scrotal flap vaginoplasty. They take the penis, they cut it in half. The two halves of the penis become the outer labia and the tip of the penis is reduced to a clitoris and sewn back onto the body. The hole is cut open into the pelvis and you have to dilate it to keep it from healing. Then after scars, you either need to have sexual intercourse or you need to have a dilate about every couple months in order to stop it from becoming smaller over time. Um, in Yaniv's case, the clitoris has fallen off, likely due to the fact that he's diabetic. So the new blood vessels and stuff were having issues getting circulation, which caused necrosis and caused it to detach from his body. And then it was...

2:07:45
Unknown_10: I'll get it.

Unknown_10: Now he can't get it retouched. And, um, God, if you want to talk about like suicide risks, Yanov is up there, man. Cause what happens is that these fucking like AGP autogenophile Tim's get this fucking nasty surgery. And then Yanov was talking about like how many times a day he was masturbating with his new vagina. And now that the sensitive bit has fallen off, like he, I don't know if he'll be able to achieve natural orgasm anymore. So you're going to have a person who doesn't have the sexual drive that caused him to turn out to begin with in a situation where he doesn't have functional genitals in any way, shape, or form.

2:08:33
Unknown_10: And that is why the post-op suicide rate is higher than the pre-op suicide rate for AGPs because once they've mutilated their body irreversibly, they no longer have the underlying condition, the underlying sexuality that propelled them to that position to begin with. It is literally mental illness that is a result of sexual deviation that comes from watching porn. I'm pretty sure that's it.

2:09:17
Unknown_10: And these are the people that run my fucking data centers now. These fucking weirdos.

Unknown_10: Don't forget, by the way, that Jonathan Yaniv was able to get me banned from YouTube because I used a picture of him in a thumbnail before the stream even started. Yaniv was able to get my Twitter account banned. Yaniv was able to get his thread de-indexed on Google completely. Yanov was able to censor any information about himself and was able to completely deplatform several feminists from WordPress.com, which has a habit of not delete. Like my family, when weirdos went after them and made WordPress blogs with their real name and just like pictures of them photoshopped into pornography, they had actual issues getting WordPress to care. They had to like lawyer up to get that shit taken down off WordPress. So WordPress doesn't have a habit of deleting stuff unless they're compelled to. So Yanev being able to censor like not even like actual harassment but women just talking about like women's issues just completely banned from WordPress. phenomenal amount of power and there's pictures of Yaniv standing right next to the co-founder of Twitter and it's like these are the people who control who tug at the strings that make up the internet's backbone and it's fucking disgusting the only solution is for people to like really to make their own shit and network with each other and bypass these fucking creeps so that we can we can say the n-word and make fun of retards in peace

2:11:01
Unknown_10: Um... That's it.

Unknown_10: Sight's up. Stream has completed. Some guy... I said don't give... People are giving me like 100,000 mana points. I don't even know how to get the mana points out of the fucking Trovo, but I'll try.

Unknown_10: I would advertise my shit here, but it's all down.

Unknown_10: And I don't want to advertise my crowdfunding thing because that'll get taken down too. So this one's free. This one's free for everyone. No shilling at all. I'm doing it from the bottom of my heart.

2:11:35
Unknown_10: Peace and love. Peace and love. This was the other candidate I had for my intro song.

Unknown_10: So take it easy. See you next week unless I've been assassinated by a Jonathan Yaniv Google Cloud drone or some shit. Who fucking knows? Bye. Wait, wait. That's the middle of the song. Bye. that's right

2:12:57
Unknown_00: I'm feeling it. I'm feeling it. I'm feeling it. Thank you.

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