Bex, the Riot Games Ruiner (Hanukkah Stream 4) 2018-12-05

0:01:40
Unknown_02: Well, hello. I hope everybody's having a good day. How is the stream quality on YouTube? Because YouTube, YouTube is lying to me. YouTube is lying to me, I think, because it's saying that the stream status is only OK. I don't fucking believe that. I believe the stream status is good, but it's lying to me. Can we confirm that the stream status is not just OK, it is good?

Unknown_02: Perfect, perfect, perfect, perfect, perfect. I should have started up with an Ashid. Now that's not very Hanukkah of you.

0:02:11
Unknown_02: That's very anti-Hanukkah of you. But yes, happy Hanukkah, everybody. It's the fourth day. Technically, on my background, I should only have four lights lit up, but I'm lazy for that.

Unknown_02: All right.

Unknown_02: Our champion of the people today, Rebecca Hernandez Uh, Gabier? Is that it? How do I pronounce this?

Unknown_02: Uh, Gerber, not Gabier.

0:02:44
Unknown_02: Rebecca Maria Hernandez Gerber is who we're going over. But their name, you can call them Bex.

Unknown_02: And this person is one of the cult classics of my little farm. One of the favorites. Doesn't get much attention, but it has a very, very dedicated fan base. And that's because Bex is one of the most consistent outputters of entertainment on the site.

Unknown_02: They are non-stop entertainment for everybody who watches.

0:03:22
Unknown_02: Bex can best be summed up, I think, as a culmination of all things that Paul hates. If Paul hates it, Bex clings on to it as an identity.

Unknown_02: All right, before we get into this, because we're warming up, in the first five to ten minutes I like to give people time to remember the streams on and get back in. Only about, I think, oh now it says my stream health is good. Now it admits it. YouTube, you liar.

Unknown_02: Before we go over that. I wanna go ahead and show people the latest that I've done. I touched on this with the last stream.

0:04:02
Unknown_02: I went over KittyStyle a little bit. But it's time we talk about KittyStyle because KittyStyle is going off the deep end.

Unknown_02: I'll just cover this until I get bored of it and then we'll move on. So let me go ahead and pull up Firefox once I get the thing set up.

Unknown_02: So KittyStyle is... I see the spam, thank you for the spam on stream.me.

0:04:37
Unknown_02: KittyStyle is this guy. Now again, I know a lot of you don't follow the streams that I do outside of Wednesdays. Wednesdays are the streams that I actually put together a proper broadcast, or at least I try to.

Unknown_02: and on the other days I just kind of dick around and I eat up time about two hours a day because people I mean people apparently like listening to me I've heard people tell me that they fall asleep listening to my streams I don't know if that's a compliment or some kind of backhanded compliment but I'll take it I'll take it for what it's worth

0:05:11
Unknown_02: So KittyStyle on Stream.me, and I appreciate people wherever they watch, but Stream.me has its own little ecosystem. It's not like YouTube where it's so big that people are in their own little bubbles, right? Stream.me is just Ethan Ralph and the Ralph Retort and a lot of that kind of drama.

Unknown_02: So, this guy, to sum him up, he's a Danish guy. I think he definitely, he says he has ADHD. I don't know if he has adulthood ADHD or if he just clings to ADHD from his childhood. But Kitty Style says that he has his ADHD. I think he has schizophrenia. And he basically, from what I understand, he either lives in an attic or he lives in a camper van. And he streams literally 18 hours a day to an audience of 10 to 20 people.

0:05:51
Unknown_02: And for the last few weeks, he had a good thing going. On stream.me, if you have a certain number of points, right, you get cash. The stream.me just pays you because they're such a small streaming platform. And they apparently have some kind of big money investor behind them.

Unknown_02: They're compensated. are compensating their top streamers for bringing traffic over. So that would be me, that would be Ethan Ralph. Andy Warski was doing it for a while too, but he had some tech issues. So in general, if you stream enough, if you get enough attention, if you have enough activity in your chat, you get points in the top 30 places. get cash amounts from $20 a person to $650 per person per week, which is pretty good money. And when it was a very small platform, KittySells and Narcissa would stream literally 12 plus hours a day to very, very few people just to farm those points and collect their weekly stipend.

0:07:07
Unknown_02: So that was essentially their job for a number of years. But then Ralph comes over and he brings a bunch of, I don't want to say mean-spirited people, I don't want to say trolls, but he brings some less scrupulous people onto the stream.me platform. And this guy immediately freaks out, right?

Unknown_02: I'll show you, I don't know if you can see this too well,

Unknown_02: But if you look on the right hand side, you'll see that this is kiddy style in a chat for one of these other streamers. Just spamming cancer.

0:07:46
Unknown_02: Just spamming it. He's not taking it too well. And this in particular, this channel is ran by somebody called the Danish Police. Now I'll explain what the Danish Police are in a second. But, um, it's ran by a guy called Alex. And this is what KiddyCell has to say about Alex. And there is no audio for that, for that, uh, for that clip, but I'll enable audio right now.

Unknown_03: Dude, I wanna beat him up and slash him. I wanna fucking slice his throat.

0:08:21
Unknown_05: And I'm probably going to go to jail for that, but I don't give a fuck about shits like that.

Unknown_05: Dude, if I saw him in real life, I would beat him, beat the crap out of him.

Unknown_02: Now this is he mentioned that he might go to jail for those comments and that's not unfounded. I'll get to this in a second but let me show you what he was doing before this drama happened and when he was comfy and just doing his streaming thing for money.

Unknown_02: He was basically drawing these these drawings here and I don't know if they if they inspire people in any way.

0:09:02
Unknown_02: There's some stuff that borders on not safe for work, but after all we are an art stream and we're curating art so it's fine.

Unknown_02: Just this kind of stuff.

Unknown_02: I particularly like this one because it reminds me of Sonichu. It's called Pika Seahorsechu, which is pretty close to Sonichu really. And that's a helicopter.

Unknown_02: And that's him snorting vomit.

Unknown_02: And that's another screencap from the guys trolling him. Now, he has these problems, right? But he also has either a wife, or an ex-wife, or a girlfriend, or an ex-girlfriend, and a kid. And they don't live with him anymore because they parted ways after he went to jail.

0:09:41
Unknown_02: And he went to jail because in 2016 a Danish politician commended police for their raid on a on a a like marijuana traffickers within the country and This is this is the message that got him in trouble. It's in Danish. I think that's the language

Unknown_02: So I can't read it, but somebody, ZugZug from the Ralph Report stream, was willing to translate it for me. And he says, I have a question for Mae Mercado. Do you want to die? Because if you do, then do it any way you see fit. Then you can end up like that woman from England, referencing a British politician who was shot in the head around the same time. You are playing with yours and your child's life. Now you are warned. P.S. I wouldn't do anything but I can sympathize with people who might want to stab you and your child with a knife."

0:10:18
Unknown_02: So he went to jail for six months. He surrendered his social media account to the police. They verified that message came from him. And then he was convicted and I think his sentence was seven months, but he claims he only got six months because they put him in solitary confinement immediately. Now, people have told me that conflicting information. They say that none of the Nordic countries would have solitary confinement. They said that would be, you know, Contrary not only to the the UN but to the the Nordic countries very high quality of life in prison in general But I've also heard that Denmark in particular has been in trouble for using solitary confinement inappropriately So whatever's he he sticks to his guns on that and says that in the hour of socialization he was allowed per day the other the other inmates treated him like like a Messiah figure like a political Martyr and And that kind of ties into how he feels right now. He is dead set on becoming a low-cow political martyr. He's going to stand up to the bullies, he's going to stand up to the trolls, and he is going to put us all in our place by not giving in. And he's going to do that by screaming at people constantly.

0:11:34
Unknown_02: In particular, we had this conversation where I eventually decided, like I said here, I had gone out of my way to avoid allowing any of his drama to be on the Kiwi farms because I do stream to stream.me and I like stream.me and I don't want to harass one of their longest running streamers and we just got there, but he's been doing this.

0:12:21
Unknown_02: He's been having nonstop fits for 18 hours a day for weeks to the point where you can't ignore him.

Unknown_02: You know, it's just, it's just, he's unchanging and unapologetic and becomes, you know, bolder and more aggressive with what he does and what he says and the mental breakdowns he has. And in particular, there was, I think it's on the second page where they just clipped that. Actually, I bet I can find it in that video.

Unknown_03: Go ahead and find the exact moment where I've decided I have had enough of this guy.

0:13:00
Unknown_02: Still there.

Unknown_03: Still there. I don't remember talking to him for this long.

Unknown_03: I bet you that's it. I bet you that's it.

Unknown_02: Sorry folks, I didn't have the whole kitty style thing planned out ahead of time. Just Bex. And I wanted to do a little warm up before we do that. Kitty, kitty, kitty.

0:13:34
Unknown_07: Do you know that half the people in here are like big streamers on streaming, right? I mean, I don't think you're doing yourself any favors.

Unknown_06: I don't care what the fuck they are.

Unknown_07: Let me finish. I don't think you're doing yourself any favors by coming in here and calling everyone faggots.

Unknown_07: Honestly, I mean... Why not?

Unknown_03: They act like... Why can't I not call them faggots if they act like homos?

Unknown_07: Surely someone will take you up on it. Do you know what I mean?

Unknown_06: Yeah, I know. They're just gonna make more fun of me because blah blah blah blah. Now it's just divided. Now, kitty, I love her.

0:14:08
Unknown_07: You keep giving in to their provocations. Of course they're gonna make fun of you.

Unknown_06: I don't see why. That's just, that's just shitty people. To me, that explains perfectly. It's just shitty people. You don't get when it's not fun anymore. You don't get all this time, I didn't have fun. I've been through suffering and pain. And you're putting me through more suffering and pain. And you make it worse. Like, I don't know what your deal is. I was put through suffering and torture every single day. I was tortured every single day for six months. I was tortured every single day. I was tortured every single day. And you wonder why it bothers me. I was tortured every single day in prison. And you wonder why I don't want to put up with more of your fucking torture.

0:14:44
Unknown_06: You wonder why it makes me angry. Are you so stupid? Do you not understand anything I want?

Unknown_02: I do appreciate your comparison of being made fun of on the internet as the same as being locked up in solitary confinement for six months. That's really funny.

0:15:16
Unknown_07: It's a little, I mean, kitty, you gotta be like, I mean, let me explain.

Unknown_04: Blacked.

Unknown_06: I know what a troll is.

Unknown_06: I know what it is. I want to address the fucking shit. I want to make sure that they know that they're bullying somebody that already has been through a lot of pain and suffering. So if you want to add more pain and suffering to me, be a guest. Make me a fucking marcher. I'm Jesus, okay? Crucify me, you faggots!

0:15:49
Unknown_07: Can you explain to me what the troll is?

Unknown_06: Crucify me! Crucify me! Go! I don't want to crucify you.

Unknown_02: Make me a fucking marcher!

Unknown_02: You're not a marty-er. You're not like- There's not like a retard movement that you're gonna be a marty-er for. You're just gonna be yet another one of these nameless, faceless fucking people that everybody makes fun of on the internet. Yeah, do me like you?

Unknown_02: Sure, if you wanna go that way. You're gonna be just like me, big boy. You're gonna be just like me, big boy.

Unknown_07: You could always be like KSG guy.

0:16:23
Unknown_02: It's just like- Nobody knows who that is, that's just you. You're not a fucking- You're not a martyr, and you need to get over yourself. I'm sorry.

Unknown_03: You're still a loser. Okay.

Unknown_02: You see, you see, you make fun of me, and I just go, okay. Or I don't care. And then nobody has anything else to say. There's not like a 60 minute livestream about it. People don't dedicate channel names. No, no, but unlike you, I will keep defending myself.

Unknown_06: You're not defending yourself. You're not.

Unknown_07: That's the problem, you're defending yourself. You don't have to.

0:16:56
Unknown_06: I will keep coming at you. Forever.

Unknown_02: You're just ignoring. Forever. Forever. I already have enough. Let's see who gets tired first.

Unknown_06: I will come to you forever, okay?

Unknown_02: I will make a call for you every single day.

Unknown_06: Every single day. I will be relentless. 23 hours a day. I will be relentless. 23 hours a day.

Unknown_06: For the rest of my fucking life.

Unknown_02: Go for it. You know, this- I like this. I like it when people threaten me. Uh, you take it easy, kitty.

0:17:35
Unknown_03: Don't threaten us with more content. Oh no.

Unknown_00: Katie, that was a really dumb move. That was the one guy who could have prevented you from ending up on Kiwi Farm.

Unknown_00: Like, all you had to do was convince him that you were willing to make some kind of progress. Oh wait, Josh left. Yeah, he left. He left. It's over. It's over. He's like on his way right now. He just threatened Josh's life. And Josh just fucking left. That's what just fucking happened. He done fucked it.

0:18:08
Unknown_00: Yeah, no, like, you pissed off the wrong person. I, uh, if... I don't care. I don't care. I would apologize. Yeah, I don't care.

Unknown_05: I don't give a fuck. Why should I report?

Unknown_02: I know. Uh, that's enough of that. I'm a sweetheart. I'm a sweetheart. I'm a nice guy! Okay, don't don't slander me with this wrong person nonsense. I'm a delicate angel and In that way in that regard. I am I am the delicate angel Like Becks

0:18:45
Unknown_02: So now we've got a full stream. We've got a full house. We've got a thousand people between the streams. That's good. That's good. Let's go.

Unknown_02: Fuck it. Let's do it. I got... I got... It took me eight hours, but I got it. I got my handy-dandy notebook. I got it fucking full.

Unknown_02: Jeez.

Unknown_03: Okay, let's start with Bex.

Unknown_03: This is Bex.

0:19:23
Unknown_03: Wait, wait, I'm sorry. This is Tommy Wiseau.

Unknown_03: This is Bex, and it's not much of an improvement.

Unknown_02: Bex is, Bex is, she has her history in video games, video game archival. Let me put it like that. Now we'll get into her full work history in a bit. But she's been interested in witchcraft. She's a child to Cuban immigrants.

0:19:55
Unknown_02: constant crybaby. Absolute constant crybaby. And I'll go through some of that. Unfortunately, Bex doesn't have that much video content, but she does have tweets. Lots of tweets. And we're going to be going over those tweets She is Jewish, of course, that's why we're doing it. I went out of my way to pick a Jewish lolcow on the fourth day, on this Wednesday, because people tell me, they tell me, Josh, Josh, you're too kind to the God's chosen people. Surely, surely, Josh, you must, on Hanukkah, you must go out and find one of God's chosen who is a lolcow, because I know they're out there. Your partiality,

0:20:31
Unknown_02: Against the Gentiles is is market and disgusting. So in the in the name of fairness, we'll be talking about Dex who is Jewish Not only are they Jewish they're trans.

Unknown_02: Um, and

Unknown_02: They are, of course, because they're the child of Cuban parents, they're latinx.

Unknown_02: Here's that fucking word again, latinx, latinx, however the fuck you pronounce it. And they're also polyamorous didi little girl, or big daddy little girl, I don't know what the fuck it is, daddy little girl in BDSM. Because we need to hit those bingo cards. We need to black out the fucking bingo card on oppression points. And that's exactly, that's not an accident. It's almost, Bex has almost specifically crafted their identity to be as convenient for them as possible.

0:21:10
Unknown_02: And whenever anybody says anything to the- Oh, I fucking- I didn't even write this down. I got the notebook. I've been doing this for eight fucking hours. You hear this? You hear this? Eight fucking hours. I didn't even write down in this category that they're disabled. I don't even know how they're disabled. They claim they're autistic. And they claim that Diaspora or...

0:21:49
Unknown_02: You know, whatever the fuck it is. Dysphoria is their handicap. But they put the little handicap emoji in their name, right? So it's like...

Unknown_02: It's like, that doesn't count. Like, I've met a cripple who is so crippled they have to, they're like, they can't walk because their leg bones have broken a thousand times. That's what a handicap is. Handicap is not fucking being autistic, right? Does it wear diapers? I'm sure it does. I don't even know. It calls, all of their husbands, Bex calls Daddy. So I guarantee you some diapers are up in there somewhere. Might not even be on her. oh god but um yeah just pure i don't like the word degeneracy but becks is pretty fucking degenerate oh and since they're not on my christmas list uh and i since i know this is this is the hot thing at the moment they were also at some point a furry just uh just to make sure all our bases are covered

0:23:15
Unknown_02: The best, the best song.

Unknown_02: So what's an average day? Why do people follow Bex? They're not widely known. The thread is 500 pages almost, but they've got a very small

Unknown_02: dedicated fan base of hate followers, right? And you might think, well, what is it about this person that draws them in every day? And it's because every day, Bex has something on their Twitter, a new rant, a new psychotic mental fucking breakdown over the dumbest shit, right?

0:23:50
Unknown_02: I'm just showing the Twitter header.

Unknown_02: One of these fucking people. You already know what I'm talking about. You've seen them. 51,000 tweets to 2,000 followers. You already fucking know what I'm talking about. These motherfuckers that tweet a thousand goddamn times a day.

Unknown_02: You gotta do something on Bex's orbiter Jake Alley, the gnome king.

Unknown_02: Jake Alley. Jake Alley's name is written in the stars. But for now, we will be ignoring them.

0:24:23
Unknown_02: So let's look at something. This is recent. And a lot of this is going to be me reading. So I apologize if you don't want to hear too much reading. But it's tweets. I gotta do what I gotta do, right?

Unknown_02: So, okay, this is their name at the moment. Librarian Bex Gerber of Unseen University, Jewish star, handicap sign. I can show you the scars in the ER reports, but you just call those fake too, so why bother? At Zelda Lit Hoogs. Talking about another fake suicide attempt, because they are constantly on Twitter baiting about suicide.

0:24:58
Unknown_02: Uh, this Nazi has been harassing me all night. Would appreciate y'all, appreciate y'all reporting it. By the way, this user is a part of a forum that has been stalking me for over two years with 150 pages dedicated to doxing and detailing my every moment because, every moment of my life because I worked in a video game that made them angry. I wish I was kidding, but yeah, two years of targeted harassment by a channer board full of scum. who have been encouraging me to kill myself for the crime of having been a trans person in gaming.

0:25:32
Unknown_02: Left the gaming industry years ago, but that doesn't matter. These folks stop harassing you when you're dead, so don't bother telling me to ignore it when stalkers are dedicated to destroying my life for this long. You folks who have an entire board dedicated to deciphering not only your every movement and social media post, but every single person in your life in an attempt to isolate you.

Unknown_02: But don't worry, because Bex has their circle of orbiters. Somebody mentioned Jake Alley. Jake Alley's a little bit too thick. A little bit too thick to bite off with Bex. So we'll be saving Jake for later. But this is just a little scrap that everybody can enjoy. Tiger Teeth Bart, you don't deserve any abuse. in my grad school my classmates warned me not to go into video games because it was too toxic and oh it was all toxic masculinity and harassment i don't think when you were in school people knew what toxic masculinity is or whatever but i insisted that gaming community was more than that hubris sucks doesn't mean you deserve it well trying to believe you heart face who does tiger look like let's take a peek no

0:26:46
Unknown_02: Exactly what you'd expect Tiger to look like.

Unknown_02: Literally exactly what you'd expect.

Unknown_02: I see people pressing X to skip. I'm moving my mouse over.

Unknown_02: Gotta hide this shit.

Unknown_02: My button's so heavy. I'm clicking it. Okay, it's gone. It's gone. Don't worry about it. It's gone.

Unknown_02: Okay, here's another just day in the life, right?

Unknown_03: I hope I got these in the right order.

0:27:20
Unknown_02: I do not.

Unknown_02: Let me shuffle this. Sorry, it's really like my entire desktop is just fucking covered in caps for this shit. It's really hard to manage all the shit I've clipped for this.

Unknown_02: Loving your abuser doesn't negate their abuse. Begging your abuser to come back doesn't negate the abuse. Trying to act normal around your abuser doesn't negate the abuse.

Unknown_02: Normalizing your relationship with your abuser is a tactic to regain control. It's a maladaptive coping technique, but a very well-known one. Almost all abuse victims do it. Assuring your abuser that he will never harm you in a way to assure yourself he never harmed you. Abuse is complicated when someone tries to pretend it is or isn't That's a big red flag that they just don't want to believe abuse happened at all And this is a regarding one of their I think their name is mentioned in the next one Punning pundit and I couldn't like that again. They're polyamorous. They have a bunch of different lovers I've foregone punning pundit, but if you check out the thread on the forum for Beck's It does have more details. Hellfire, I think? Yeah, Hellfire has been updating that OP for some time, and it's longer than the article on Hitler in Wikipedia.

0:28:33
Unknown_02: It's got some good information.

Unknown_02: So this Punning Pundit, one of their polyamorous relationships was, after they broke up, of course, was abusing them. And what's interesting about this story just isn't the abuse.

Unknown_02: It's, uh, Kaylee. Kaylee has only ever caused major damage against two people.

0:29:09
Unknown_02: Both were abusive, now exes of mine. So really, she was doing a public service. Oh, after Kaylee tore a chunk out of Punning Pundit's hand, she just sauntered over and plopped in my lap like she didn't give a fuck. It was glorious. Face of terror right there.

Unknown_02: Kaylee also had a habit of stealing sex toys right before play session. If they were too big she tried to yank them off the bed, particularly leather toys.

Unknown_02: What I'm saying is, my dog is a rapist detector. Convinced myself she just wanted his attention but it's pretty obvious looking back that she wanted him to go the fuck away.

0:29:42
Unknown_02: So this is one of a couple stories about that shitty little dog in general, where she's just like, this shitty little dog is a hero, stopped me from killing myself, knew about rapists and shit. And one of my favorite stories that I don't have any tweets for, but I'll just recount it for you, was she telling people that her cat jumped into the tub to stop her from killing herself.

Unknown_02: So, I mean, all of Bex's dogs are magical. Actually, let me pull, I didn't even save this one, but I do want to pull it right now.

0:30:24
Unknown_02: Because it's, like, I didn't want to do a whole thing on just this, but I think it's relevant. See, as I mentioned before, Bex is a witch. Let me blow this picture up for you guys.

Unknown_02: Bex is a witch, right? And she made magic candles for some time.

Unknown_02: And maybe she was able to give her dogs and cats magic powers to protect herself, like a warding thing. I think actually... I think I did clip something regarding her witchcraft, so we'll get to that in a second.

0:31:05
Unknown_02: So that's, that's an average day. That's a day in the life of Becks. And I promised some ancient history on one her and uh, let's see.

Unknown_02: So this is from the International Center for the History of Electronic Games. I was pleased to welcome Rebecca Hernandez Gerber, our latest fellowship recipient. Rebecca spent a week with us studying how differing versions of video games affect institutions and game preservation. While here, she played games from such iconic franchises as The Legend of Zelda and Pokemon. Very, very hard work. Here's a picture at the archive. busy sorting through junk, right?

0:31:37
Unknown_02: So what's this trans person been doing to get our attention? It goes all the way back to Gamergate. Now, there's a lot to say about Bex and Gamergate. Too much, and it's so old, I didn't feel like including that. Again, there's so much to go through with Bex. And it's so, she's not like a Christian, she's not like a Tommy Tudor where it goes back a decade.

0:32:15
Unknown_02: But there's too much to talk about in one video. I would run myself into the ground and people would get bored if I talked about Gamergate. But a particular event that did happen during Gamergate was with Jessie Single.

Unknown_02: Jessie Single is, I think, from what I understand, Jessie Single was a feminist male writer. So a male feminist author, but Single was unique in that they were not too trans-friendly, right? So they were trans-skeptic, or at least they didn't tow the same level of extremism towards gender identity as a lot of people do today.

0:32:48
Unknown_02: Right, so this is, if you were to google Jesse Singel right now, you would get this shit, where their name is essentially ruined. Who is Jesse Singel? On the Atlantic's transphobic cover story. We warned the Atlantic about Jesse Singel, but they ignored us.

Unknown_02: He's a writer for the New York Mag. And my Jesse Singles story from the Whipping Girl, I guess that's another hit piece, Jesse Singles crystallizes what's wrong with cis-normative media. And when children say they're transgender, the Atlantic, so that's the article I think that everybody's pissed off about. In general, you know, he's somebody who's left, but he isn't that left.

0:33:28
Unknown_02: So a lot, a lot of what this covers is, I think, and I, oh no, this is, this is Beck's talking to Jesse Singel as inchlurker or rarebit.

Unknown_02: Your position is me dot tweeting someone cause their email to fill with mentions. Got it.

Unknown_02: So I think what happened is Jesse Single retweeted something stupid that Bex had said, right? And again, I can't read all this shit.

0:34:08
Unknown_02: But they have a freak out. Jesse Single retweeted something so that people in their follows could see it. Bex did not take it properly, did not take it on the chin.

Unknown_02: Decided to give up this account as the ableism and misgendering is harming me and I clearly hate I Clearly hate used enough to keep watching my mentions Oh hate hate use like hate watching but hate use her account to see all those mean awful transphobic things If there is a threat against me, or an article made, or if Jesse grows a conscience and stops aiming a slew of hate, let the boys know. Otherwise, my preference is to break down alone." Not for long. Everything is public. Oh, even after that- that fucking, um... Oh, Jesus Christ. Even after that tweet, I think it took him, like, six hours to lock down their account. So... Reset Transformers, like... This is fucking nuts. I don't know if I can read this either.

0:34:43
Unknown_03: Uh, okay.

Unknown_03: Is Archivist Becks a trollet?

0:35:20
Unknown_02: Wait, okay. This is what it is. Got news. Parents... This is the initial incident, I think. Parents have texted me this morning. Last night calls were off the charts. They considered my email and decided their child is dead. In the light of swarm of calls, my parents have requested I never contact them again. The only thing I care about... I care to fight for is gone. Thanks, Jesse. Your support for trans families is astonishingly high. I've already said sorry for using the word mention instead of email. That was insufficient. Jesse was out for blood.

0:35:52
Unknown_02: Is Archivist Beck's a troll account? Any history there, I want to know the precise nature of how I'm being messed with here.

Unknown_02: Jesse knows what transphobia does. He knows what Gamergate does. He used social media to whistle Gamergate and target a trans person and I'll never recover

Unknown_02: So, I think Jesse was anti-Gamergate, feminist, even pro-trans, because I'm pretty sure Jesse Single is friends with Brianna Wu, correct me if I'm wrong.

Unknown_02: But something happened, Jesse retweeted something stupid Beck said, and this fucking tirade comes out. It doesn't matter, of course, I deserve to lose everything I care about for using the wrong word as a disabled non-native speaker.

0:36:27
Unknown_02: So now they're falling back on being Mexican or Cuban, whatever, same fucking difference. So you wanna help me? You can't.

Unknown_02: I have no intention of picking up the pieces without my family. You wanna be a decent cis ally? Don't let this monster get away with it. Don't subtweet. Call Jesse out before he hurts someone else. There is no mercy left in me for an ableist, transphobic bully using his platform to destroy and marginalize people for one mistake. Call Jesse Single Out by name, to his magazine, and warn folks before he hurts someone else with his bigotry. Y'all know I try to forgive. This time, I do not forgive. There is no forgiveness in me for this ableist, transphobic monster, Jesse Singleton, or a damn one of you if you don't call this out. My family is gone. Don't let him hurt anyone else. Purposeful, bigoted language that crucify marginalized folk for one mistake are meant to show the marginalized their place. My place is the garbage? Fine. So is his.

0:37:08
Unknown_02: This is the reality of what happened last night. Read through Jesse's timeline to see bigotry in action. I am disabled. I have communication issues. I have been in a panic all week. One error was enough to force Jesse Singal to rip me apart. Jesse Singal's repeated errors, though, misgendering, ableist language, dot replies, gaslighting, all excusable.

0:37:41
Unknown_02: To demand, folk,

Unknown_02: Under years of nonsense, to perform perfectly in a non-native language is utterly absurd. I apologized immediately to Jesse for screwing up my language under presser. His response was to misgender me.

0:38:17
Unknown_02: Jesse's response to my panic about using the word mention instead of emails to tell like I can't even read this shit because it's all like a clusterfuck. She's becoming like more hectic as things go on.

Unknown_02: To tell a swarmed harassment victim to go to hell, we should ask New York Mag, which is his employer as we pointed out, if they feel their writer's actions were appropriate. You can note the contributors to the account. Jesse will not alter what he has done. He has took out a trans person that annoyed him, but the magazine should answer for it. If you are tweeting Jesse Single right now, I urge you to instead respond to my New York Mag PR and RT that to other accounts. Thank you.

0:38:55
Unknown_02: There's so much fucking more. The epitome of privilege, GamerGate only attacks me on Twitter. Ergo, this marginalized person invented harassment. Retweet the fuck out of this. Jesse straight out said, my screwing up on one word means I invented all my harassment. Jesse didn't just deny my harassment last night, he denied all my harassment for two years.

Unknown_02: Oh, God.

Unknown_02: Jesse erased all my family has experienced, the calls, emails, all of it because he has never been harassed off Twitter, so neither can I. This is so much bigger than how Jesse is hurting me right now. He's rewriting years of my life based on his personal opinion.

0:39:35
Unknown_02: Please tell me I'm not crazy, folks. Tell me this has been happening.

Unknown_02: I don't know what's real anymore.

Unknown_02: This is in response to another trans person. This is so fucked up. Big hugs and lots of love for you. I don't know what's real anymore.

Unknown_02: Though I've got a sinking feeling this won't be the last time he discusses this, and the next time he does will escalate to a new level.

Unknown_02: May, look at my RT. He has actually said it's possible I invented all my harassment. I've seen it. He also called you a psychopath. I fear he'll escalate things with you further. He won't stop until I'm dead, but I already knew that.

0:40:09
Unknown_02: I will try the washcloth advice. Anyone have a remedy for someone respectable is using their clout to send an avalanche of abuse so it's okay? Oh yeah, finding my hands shaking when I type because I'm so scared of using the wrong word again and getting punched more.

Unknown_02: These kinds of people continue to use their platform to push down folks annoying them. I have a hunch he will be dragging me down through the mud.

0:40:44
Unknown_02: Folks, I'm gonna need some signal boosts.

Unknown_02: Neither of these have any retweets after four and six minutes.

Unknown_02: Anyways, my psych agreed me not to 5150 me if I remain at home under hubby observation since I'm not currently a direct threat to myself. Hubby will be a phone filter for today. All calls and texts go through him first. So I'm just reachable. Just ask for permission, I guess. Going to spend today realizing this person has decided to ruin my life but accepting he's only doing so out of privilege and fear.

0:41:20
Unknown_02: And this is from the husband, allegedly. This is a, I'm contacting the police, you gave my husband a seizure, tweets.

Unknown_02: There are man trans folk using today to attack me for not being the right trans. They are trash.

Unknown_02: If you run into true scum like Aofi loves owls, please report for targeted harassment as they will also go after any of Beck's friends. Thanks. Edit for above, many thank you.

Unknown_02: If anyone knows a good psych for trans issues in Los Angeles Bex has had a rather awful session with his and needs a new one J Trigger world for trigger warning for ableism and transphobia truscum are abusing the current situation to to police. What is real trans? Please report apologize for apologies to Bex followers harmed by the lack of trigger warning Hopefully this is this is sufficient also cats

0:42:01
Unknown_02: As cis, at a loss for how to aid Beck's latest gender dysphoria due to these people, ignore if appropriate by any resources on this.

Unknown_02: And we would appreciate if the typical parties decide against scapegoat Beck's after this monstrous behavior. Keep it out of his mentions.

Unknown_02: Knowing any temporary defense Beck's received would be replaced once major voices threw him to the wolves caused him the most pain.

0:42:38
Unknown_02: That sense does not make sense.

Unknown_02: Knowing any temporary defense Becks received would be replaced once a major voice threw him to the wolves because, yeah, that's fucking gibberish.

Unknown_02: For his family's sakes, if any of these so-called game feminists decide to turn Becks into collateral damage, do not inform us of such. Last evening, I watched as Brianna Wu favorited tweets by Jesse Sengle.

Unknown_02: That's not his name. Jesse's single as he targeted Vex and ran him into the ground. This family has quite enough of tech feminism. Okay, let me take a drink of water. I'm gonna die. You think this is making me stupider? Trust me. Trust me.

0:43:10
Unknown_02: It is.

Unknown_03: It's actually happening. Oh god, I felt like I was gonna die.

Unknown_02: Next time I can't I can't get that much of text to recap though Jesse single called out backs for asking for ass pads basically and Becks has a complete fucking mental breakdown because Jesse single Retweeted one of their one of their messages

0:43:55
Unknown_02: to the point where they almost got 5-1-5-0'd for being a risk to themselves and their husband had to come on to Twitter to defend them.

Unknown_02: Fantastic.

Unknown_02: Okay, so this is just the start. And between this story of how they had a massive chimp out and got into the Brianna Woo thread years ago in 2016, and this chimp out that I'm about to read, there is daily shit like this. Daily shit like this where they are just a fucking menace, right?

0:44:33
Unknown_02: And uh, let's take a look at chat and see if there's anything I missed before I go into this because I need I need a breather Ah geez

Unknown_02: Don't destroy me for one mistake, but crucifies him for one misunderstanding. Sounds legit. Yeah, it's... Yeah, no, expect a lot of that. Expect a lot of that from this person. People in the forum have described Bex as one of the most viciously unpleasant people on the entire site, which says a lot.

Unknown_02: He said, it's possible I invented all of my harassment. Your actions have consequences. Who'd have thought? Well, not usually. Not if you're trans, Jew, Cuban, feminist, and in tech. Not usually. Can somebody tell Bex Jesus called and wants his cross back messiah complex much? Maybe we can crucify Bex alongside Kitty Sal as they die for our sins. And speaking of Tumblr after they banned NotSafeWork, where do you think these people will go? My bet is on Twitter. They are planning on going to Newgrounds. And I'm not kidding.

0:45:14
Unknown_03: Okay Okay, okay, okay, that's enough of that Hairdressers, okay.

Unknown_02: So here are two here are two fantastic moments I'll do a I'll do a stream that me poll for which one you guys want to hear first which story first I already know which one's gonna win but I

0:46:09
Unknown_02: Do you guys want to hear the election night story first or the hair styler story?

Unknown_03: Tell me.

Unknown_03: I'll give you a hint.

Unknown_02: The hair styler story is funnier.

Unknown_02: But, you know, election night's politics and everybody likes some good political schadenfreude or so. That might edge it out.

Unknown_02: No, no, they can't ruin Newgrounds. I'm a bit late for that. Newgrounds has been fucking dead for a long ass time.

Unknown_03: Oh, geez. Alright, I'm waiting for the results.

0:46:48
Unknown_02: Let me check and see what's going on.

Unknown_02: Election? I see YouTube really wants election night. Of course. No, it's about 50-50. It's about 50-50. I'm shocked.

Unknown_02: I'm fucking shocked. I thought you guys would definitely want the election night one. Let me refresh.

Unknown_02: It's literally fucking neck and neck. Literally neck and neck. I'm gonna have to wait this out till the poll closes in a minute.

Unknown_02: Less than a minute now, a couple seconds.

Unknown_02: Okay, election night 41 to hair styler 38. That's a lot closer than I expected to be completely honest with you. All right, election night. Let's load it up.

0:47:21
Unknown_02: Raise a glass to freedom, something you will never see again. Hashtag election night. Is this what my family fled Cuba for? Is this the American dream they almost died to reach? What was the fucking point? It's over.

Unknown_02: Didn't get me that time, motherfucker.

Unknown_02: There's too much still to do. I don't want to go yet. Please don't make it impossible for me to stay.

0:48:00
Unknown_02: Haven't fixed video game archiving at Riot or seen Tokyo Disneyland and the Studio Ghibli Museum or married Daniel or had a kid or or I finally got my life together. I don't want to die now.

Unknown_02: Oh God damn it. Do I have to do I have to fucking do this?

Unknown_02: I think it's I think after reading that I think you know, it's coming.

Unknown_02: I Just I can't pass that up

Unknown_02: Ah, there it is. Unfortunately, I can't play the song and read the tweets at the same time. So we're just gonna, we're just gonna roll around in it for a second.

0:48:43
Unknown_02: All right.

Unknown_02: Is this what my parents fled Cuba for? I thought this was a repeat. Bex tends to fucking repeat themselves, I've noticed. Is this what my parents fled Cuba for so their child flees again? Is this the kind of world we live in now? Do I have the right to run? I just, I can't go yet. Riot is a dream. It's Daniel's dream. Maybe it's smarter to leave, but my heart will break if I don't stay. So thankful to this beautiful community But also so terrified that folks know without question to get us help to help us get out if they can I've now gotten six different offers to find me a place or straight-up offering me a role at numerous EU Institutions so I can get out. We're all falling apart. I'm just trying to use what I've got left to hold my ohana up Oh, that's a fucking Disney movie reference. Oh god

0:49:52
Unknown_02: Help each other get through tonight So much more if you see a Trump Trump supporter walk away or block don't engage they'll attack you soon enough Why stick around for it? No Trump supporter can be trusted if you're disabled or LGBT They want you dead if you're a woman or POC they want subservient

Unknown_02: This country has declared open season on POC, LGBT, and disabled folks. There's nothing to protect us now.

Unknown_02: Oh, geez, how sad.

Unknown_02: How sad for you.

Unknown_02: You might have noticed a couple of name drops there. Daniel and Riot. Now, that's no spoiler. The title of the video is the Riot Games Destroyer. But that's your first in-video spoiler of what's coming up. Because there's a story I think many of you will know about.

0:50:35
Unknown_02: That's right around the corner.

Unknown_02: World's smallest violin. How do I get into that timeline?

Unknown_02: Trump supporters are going to gun you down. Ohana means family. Family means no one gets left behind.

Unknown_02: Well you'd think if they were Jewish they could just go to Israel, right?

0:51:12
Unknown_02: I wonder if they considered that.

Unknown_02: Okay, here's the hairstyle story.

Unknown_02: This is a summary by Hellfire. Again, the Beck's thread on the Kiwi Farms is pure quality. If you want a nice long read about somebody crazy, Hellfire has done you good in that thread. So just reading him verbatim from private messages, people help me get this stuff together.

Unknown_02: Becky with the bad hair sat silently in a salon, getting a discount hair dye from students, ignoring the stylist and using Twitter. Fishing for ass pats, Rebecca lied and claimed that the woman there was mocking her hair dye while the stylist was actively working on her hair. The stylist was able to look down at Rebecca's phone and saw Rebecca making shit up on Twitter and apparently she or some other woman who was there has found Rebecca's Twitter and called her out for lying and being ungrateful, causing Rebecca to chimp out and lock her account after calling the women cis bitches and airheaded.

0:51:46
Unknown_02: So that's that's one of the best fucking stories that I've ever heard. It just in like in in the site in the entire site the idea that some fucking idiot is sitting there impotently sitting up with their phone out while getting their hair did while getting their hair did and ranting and raving like a fucking idiot. And getting called out on it in real fucking time by the people working on them. That is... That's some good shit. So let's go through those tweets.

0:52:25
Unknown_02: Fuck today. List of people willing to be there when I'm on the verge of meltdown is apparently zero. In regards to how few people liked or commented. Nobody commented on the fucking tweet. Two people liked it. Angry. Angry at this. Don't retweet my fucking messages, you cocksuckers.

0:53:12
Unknown_02: This is their hair. This is their hair, dude.

Unknown_02: I think this is what it looked like before? So, uh... Oh, geez.

Unknown_02: You know, I... Hmm.

Unknown_02: I think the blue looks better. No, you know what? The red does. The red does.

Unknown_02: Yeah, yeah. Definitely the red, chat. Definitely the red.

Unknown_02: It still looks crazy? Of course. That's not even a fucking question.

0:53:49
Unknown_02: I see some k-words in the chat. This is a Hanukkah stream. Mind your fucking manners, please.

Unknown_02: Don't tell an autistic person to chill like a condescending ableist brat. Go fuck yourself. You know, Kitty and fucking Bex would get along great.

Unknown_02: Maybe Kitty can be the third husband.

Unknown_02: Oh, this is in response to a message saying, maybe you should go to a real salon next time. Also, they take time so they don't mess up. Chill, Aquamarine.

0:54:21
Unknown_02: Tweet about having difficulty with an over stimulation environment getting told to chill by a random. Well, okay, bitch. No one asked you Nobody nobody asked your fucking opinion. I was sitting there getting my hair did and then I was urban urban That's the first time I pronounced herber over stimulated by I guess the linoleum maybe the Clippers and

0:54:58
Unknown_01: Uh, go and- fuck you chat! I can't help it. There's a hole drilled in my fucking brain where I cannot pronounce that word unless I try, okay?

Unknown_02: This is why I can't learn Russian. I can't speak fucking English.

Unknown_02: Going home to react to relax. Thank y'all so much for the kind words Seriously has someone has telling someone to calm down ever worked in the history of the universe some food helped me calm down At least I fucking bet I need that. Um that common filth sound clip he used with the uh, the little I need like a soundboard of shit that I can use

0:55:41
Unknown_02: You mean like students making comments about my appearance? But that's okay, right?

Unknown_02: This is in response to a tweet. You went to a school to get your hair colored by a student at a very low cost. If you had gone to another salon, you would have been paid well over $200. Disability or not, you can't go around talking smack about people. It's not cool.

Unknown_02: Who the fuck are you again? I guess that's their official response to that little piece of advice.

Unknown_02: Night folks. Yeah. Yeah, I guess they feel better when they fucking yell at people on the internet I mean I do I know I do after two years Paul Mitchell Getting shit-talked by other students then follow-up harassed on my social media account. Is it for me? I Don't know what that means Looking for a new salon in Las Vegas. I guess they're too fucking embarrassed to go back to a a

0:56:14
Unknown_02: Oh, you know what, Paul Mitchell is probably the name of the salon. I guess they were too embarrassed to show their fucking face at that salon though.

Unknown_02: Remember that Josh plans to be an English teacher? Fuck you.

Unknown_02: I can speak English good, okay.

Unknown_02: Apparently I'm being trolled by people from the salon I went to. Guess Paul Mitchell's isn't worth my time anymore. Okay bitch, back to your air-headed friends now. Where are these cis bitches in my mentions coming from other than a sewer?

0:56:59
Unknown_02: Fuck off, students that did my hair.

Unknown_02: I'm really sad I spent my money there. Students from the salon followed up by harassing me here, which is especially fun. And I've been going there for two years. I'm really grossed out I ever went there to begin with. Can you believe that shit?

Unknown_02: What the fuck? I had always- wait. I had always found people who snark about women with colored hair to be the most boring and basic douche nozzles in existence. Students from salon followed up by harassing me here, which is especially fun. Just read that thread. Wow. I'm sorry you went through that. Seriously, Paul Mitchell US, is that the kind of conduct you think is acceptable from students and employees? I just want to point out that bat shit toad- Bat shit toad lady!

0:57:32
Unknown_02: Wow.

Unknown_02: That was- that's her name. I didn't give it to her, okay?

Unknown_01: That wasn't some mean, cruel nickname I came up with. Batshit Toad Lady accurately fucking described themselves.

0:58:11
Unknown_02: God This one's named victim. I don't even remember what it's for. Oh, this is the song lady No one was talking shit You were tweeting in front of her face if she didn't even exist as if she didn't even exist Did you really expect her not to catch a glimpse? How about you learn some fucking respect? It's uncalled for you said not one word while you were in the chair the entire time grow the fuck up and The girl who did your hair is extremely talented. No one around you said anything negative about you or anybody with fashion colored hair. In fact, multiple people came up and complimented you on your hair. Hashtag real news. If you went to school to get your hair colored by a student at a very low cost, if you had gone to another salon, you would have paid well over $200. Disability or not, you can't go around talking smack about people. Not cool.

0:58:45
Unknown_02: So how do you guys think she reacted to this?

Unknown_02: How do you guys think? I'll give you a hint. Not well. Not very well. When the fuck were these tweets?

Unknown_02: Jen, she's tweeted 25,000 times in 2018. Wait, hold the fuck up. Look at this shit. That's now, I captured that today. 51,000 tweets today. And in January, wait, this one had the date. January 27, 2018, she had on her account 25,000, that's unbelievable.

0:59:18
Unknown_02: That's fucking unbelievable. Holy shit. Can we bring up a calculator real quick?

Unknown_02: Okay, 300. I'm just gonna give her the full 365. Divide 25... It's more than that. It's 25,500 divided by 365. That's 70 tweets a day. That is 70 tweets a day. Like, if you're awake for 18 hours, divide that by... divide 70 by 18.

0:59:51
Unknown_02: That's like for an hour, every hour for an entire fucking, that's unbelievable. Get a fucking life.

Unknown_02: Like for real. Okay, let me drink some water.

Unknown_02: We gotta, have you missed much? You are just in time for the best part.

1:00:22
Unknown_03: Oh yeah, with zero engagement, look at how many followers she has. It's unbelievable how small her world is.

Unknown_02: Okay, here we go. Here is the best part of this story, the most relevant part of this story to all of you. And this is the part I spent the most time on. Let me read my notes.

1:00:56
Unknown_02: Make sure I got everything right.

Unknown_03: Okay, yep, yep, this is good.

Unknown_02: This is good.

Unknown_02: Every time you see Bex, my brain shuts down. Are you like in a fucking coma?

Unknown_02: Trigger warning, trigger warning.

Unknown_03: I've killed that person. They can't breathe. Oh shit, what did I delete?

1:01:28
Unknown_02: Fuck, I deleted something. Oh, okay, I know what I deleted. I accidentally deleted something of critical importance, but it's right here. Here's another picture of Bex that you might find less funny.

Unknown_02: That is Bex, our video game archivist at Riot Games in California.

Unknown_02: I mentioned that Bex,

Unknown_02: Bex was at Riot, was a video game archiver. They contracted her for six months to go to Riot Games in California. She worked there for some time, right? And was a full-time employee, I think, I think for about six months, at least for a little while.

1:02:04
Unknown_02: Now, I know what you're thinking.

Unknown_02: What happened? Why does she no longer work in Riot Games? Well, well my children we're we're gonna go into that Okay while I riot so let me Let me warn people in a very real Way that if you become an employer if you wouldn't hire people Do not hire people like Becks and I'll tell you why with one tweet

1:02:54
Unknown_02: This is from some motherfucking blue tick box. This is saying that kink is okay as long as it's closeted. That's the logic used to censor sex workers on social media. And yes, furries exist and are stigmatized. Many of them are queer.

Unknown_02: I've literally had folks at jobs of mine say I can't be a team lead because subs, as in submissives, aren't good at taking charge because my online social media profile says I'm into BDSM.

1:03:31
Unknown_02: They, what the fuck? Yep, also made a pointed comment that because my dom worked at the same company, oh geez, I'm pulling out my fucking neck sleeve right now, I can't. What do you call a neck sleeve?

Unknown_02: Oh jeez, that's not the right word. What do you call the thing your neck goes into? Whatever. Also made a point comment because my dom worked at the same company. He might interfere or influence the decisions a collar. That's right. Thank you.

1:04:12
Unknown_01: Needless to say, my white cishet Dom received no such commentary.

Unknown_02: Head explodes from sunlight warden. Sunlight warden fucking died. He's dead, chat.

Unknown_01: I think me saying necksleeve is more funny than fucking anything I've shown you from Bex.

1:04:48
Unknown_01: Okay, next slide.

Unknown_02: What worries me is that it won't be evenly applied. My former tech company absolutely said they helped employees with online harassment. In practice, that meant my partner had to be hit with the same harassers as me for my harassment to warrant aid, packaged as part of his aid. Like the only reason our company ended up helping me at all is because my partner and I lived together so I got the same benefit for living at the same address. It doesn't matter what's on paper, tech companies don't listen to some of us about ongoing harassment. Thank G-D, sorry to rant, guess I don't trust anyone anymore. I'm glad someone's addressing the imbalance.

1:05:25
Unknown_02: We gotta fucking CSI Miami that shit. We gotta CSI Miami this shit real quick.

Unknown_03: Let's see, reset transform.

Unknown_03: Enhance.

Unknown_03: Enhance.

Unknown_03: Oh, would you look at who it is?

Unknown_02: That, I didn't even notice this before. How nice of you to pop in, Liz Fong Jones.

1:06:06
Unknown_03: Hold up, hold up, hold up.

Unknown_03: just uh let's take a little detour oh geez i got my my my music ready to go that's not what i wanted though all right firefox

Unknown_02: So Liz Fong Jones, once upon a time, if you remember my stream about Trans Lifeline, Liz Fong Jones was a Google employee who sent an email to my email provider, my VPS provider for my email server, telling them that they should take me down. And to, let's just pull it up.

1:06:49
Unknown_03: I'm just saying, I'm just saying that the tech companies, Riot Games and Google, they need to be more selective, I guess.

1:07:27
Unknown_02: you know, selective.

Unknown_02: Okay, back to the story.

Unknown_02: Oh yeah, she had a pink neck sleeve around her neck.

Unknown_02: It's been two months since I found out that someone used me to get their friend a job replacing me and it still hurts. When does that stop?

Unknown_02: Oh, whoops, they got fired. And they trained the replacement. How awful it must be to act the role of a cis-neurotypical ally and friend so you can convince a disabled trans person to hire your friend. These people I invited into my home for the holidays. I considered them family, and it was all just a strategy to move up the ladder. Not sure I'll ever really get over it. They're still friends with a partner of mine, of course. That's a professional connection they haven't fully exploited yet.

1:08:03
Unknown_02: Hmm.

Unknown_02: Wait, wait, wait, wait. Hold up. Hold up. All up.

Unknown_02: Professional connection. They haven't fully exploited yet.

Unknown_02: Partner. Hmm. Okay. But do you think that you guys, let's, let's, let's pause on this for a moment. Let me get a sip of water, but you tell me chat. Do you think they handled this with grace and civility? Do you think they handled this firing? Well,

1:08:39
Unknown_03: I'll give you a hint, no, no, they did not.

Unknown_02: In fact, they have lied at various times about walking away from the job because of harassment versus being fired, and we'll look at some of that.

1:09:11
Unknown_02: So, this is the kind of comment, by the way, that got Bex fired.

Unknown_02: Best part of leaving Riot is not having to hide my utter contempt for its majority trash fanbase. Let's give it up for Riot everybody who hired this majestic fucking creature to represent their company. Best part of leaving Riot is not having to hide my utter contempt for its majority trash fanbase. Get fucked League.

Unknown_02: Oh perhaps I haven't been sufficiently clear. If you're a League fan it's a safe bet I hate you. My interactions with the community have been 90% racism, sexism, homophobia, and transphobia. You're simply terrible people and it is my sincere wish you all die miserable and alone. Toxic trash like League players have no right lecturing me on hurting their beloved game when y'all spent years harassing you. My life would be better off if I never knew this game and its associated fanbase existed.

1:09:45
Unknown_02: Honestly, I have zero fucks to give at this point. My game industry career is long behind me. Why play nice to harassers and bigots?

1:10:21
Unknown_02: Oh jeez, but there's more.

Unknown_02: Beck's didn't just stop there. Beck's doubled down. They published Medium articles about this. So a few details to start this off. From March to August 2015, I was the Riot Esports Archivist as what we called a Blue Badge, or Contractor position. In August, I moved up to a Red Badge position as a full-time employee, as Art Archivist. As art archivist, I remained at Riot for an additional year and four months. After that, I left the company and the game industry entirely. Not fired in this story, coincidentally. Left. I've subsequently gone to film archiving, and I have zero intention of ever returning to the industry again. Before I came out as transgender in August 2015, my experiences in Riot were entirely based on sexism. This was when Gamergate was still in full swing. I was rather quickly targeted by a group as a mentally ill latinx person, and their harassment was, to put it mildly, intense.

1:10:56
Unknown_02: Dozens of individuals wrote letters to esports demanding I be fired for being anti-gamer. Oh god, I wonder why. All I had done is say the same choice words many said about Gamergate, but it didn't matter. These harassers wanted me fired, and Riot always puts players first, even if their players are harassing their employees. I'll never forget my manager taking me aside and letting me know this email campaign was happening. He told me these people were complaining about me having a Patreon, so I should delete the Patreon to stop the harassment. I told my manager this would do nothing, but deleted it anyhow.

1:12:03
Unknown_02: A week passed before my manager brought me in again and told me that the emails weren't stopping. It was only later I discovered that a higher-up manager in esports demanded I be fired for my anti-gamer behavior, but my manager and manager's manager fought to keep me."

Unknown_02: Well, that was nice of them. You sure fucking rewarded them.

Unknown_02: So a story comes out sometime later, right?

Unknown_02: Let me see if this is too far in the future, because I want to point out what happens after this.

Unknown_02: Oh, this, Kotaku put out an article at some point in 2018 basically saying that Riot was a hive of harassment.

1:12:47
Unknown_02: This is very important, every word is true. Y'all ask me why I would give up a job like archivist at Riot Games and abandon the game industry entirely? Read this. Again, she wasn't fired for contempt for the customer base. She wasn't fired for gross incompetence, for being a lazy, disgusting slob. She left.

Unknown_02: Presented as a woman, for example, has always played role-playing games and has, as much during their 24 phone interview for a position at Riot, not at all adjacent to games development. The interviewer then asked if they played real games like Call of Duty. They recalled, he kept going, kept rephrasing the question. No matter how many times I listed all the things I played, they said in the end, if he asked, if someone just met you, how would they know you're a gamer? I said, well, looking at my TV right now has 16 games consoles plugged into it.

1:13:22
Unknown_02: I think that's a comment from them. I had to leave work for the day because I can't stop shaking. Y'all, Riot was my dream job. It was my dream job. My dream job.

Unknown_02: Or was I? Oh.

1:13:55
Unknown_02: I worked hard in graduate school with a singular focus to preserve video games. They meant the world to me. I was so idealistic and hopeful when I joined Riot. I really believed the hype, and I left so broken I'd been in therapy for years. For years, I've been harassed because of the time I spent in the games industry. That's to be expected. But what really hurt was knowing that no one believed me. The loneliness was suffocating me. Do you believe me now? How many voices do you need to finally believe that Riot is an abusive cesspool? Not everyone at Riot is terrible. My partner, someone I love more than anything, is still a developer there.

1:14:26
Unknown_02: Hmm. I love his passion for work and players. I wish I'd met more rioters like him and his team, but most aren't that.

Unknown_02: Also, a number of League fans have informed me that Riot article had nothing to do with me because it's about sexism, not trannies. So that's fun. Once again, my trans ass doesn't exist in a larger harassment narrative. It's not like this constantly happens to me or anything.

1:15:05
Unknown_02: Frankly, I could have killed myself like I wanted under all that shit at Riot, and no one would have given a remote fuck. Zero likes.

Unknown_02: Just found out that when I came out as non-binary, multiple rioters complained to each other about the inconvenience of using my pronouns and even more commiserated over how justifiable that frustration is. But it's okay that multiple rioters were complaining, uh, he it be the great...

Unknown_02: Oh, about the great inju- What the fuck? Did she have a stroke writing this tweet? What the fuck is wrong with you? About the great injustice of using my pronouns because they're RuPaul fans. May riot burn to the fucking ground. Fucking rioters misgendered me purposefully for 18 months! But have the nerve to complain about how inconvenient my pronouns are? I attempted suicide because of y'all assholes. Fucking, er, fuck y'all, she says.

1:15:45
Unknown_02: Nobody cared.

Unknown_02: Christian says, just read your story and I'm so sorry. I was told I made people uncomfortable when I reminded them the reason things were falling apart was because I had cancer and they didn't backfill me the months I was out, forcing me to return to Riot early. I'm sorry, I left the company the day I had my first cancer scare and no one cared. They just asked who got my stuff for my desk. They're not very good at empathy. By the way, the cancer thing, she's in a polyamorous relationship. That guy I mentioned at the start, the abuser, quote unquote, had HPV or something and she had the very first signs of HPV.

1:16:22
Unknown_02: Fuck. I fucked myself. I'm an idiot. I was going to save that as a surprise. You know how they keep saying that they're trans? I guess I have to break this one, this egg, a little bit sooner.

1:17:00
Unknown_02: They are male. They claim to be female to male. They want children. They do not look at all male

Unknown_02: They say it means I have vagina and boobs and associated chromosomes but terrified my parents by saying I'm a boy as a kid.

Unknown_02: That's right, so from here on in, consider me a gender-fluid mostly boy with they-them pronouns. If you're using a gendered language that doesn't have a neutral, that's fine, just please defer to he-him rather than she-her. Not going to apologize for the inconvenience to co-workers, family acquaintances, and this is while she was still working at Riot, by the way, or loved ones. I'm allowed to change on my journey. Tonight, I'm finally comfortable with my own skin. Haven't felt that in all my time out. Think I'd like to stay here if y'all don't mind.

1:17:33
Unknown_02: Unfortunately, had to close my DMs due to being sent threats along with graphic concentration camp photos. Sorry about that. Lots of dead children in the images, too. A few fetuses referencing my recent miscarriage. You know, classy stuff. A few tweets thankful for my miscarriage so the world doesn't have more freaks like me, or especially lovely. But remember, it's about ethics and polyamory, antisemitism, and ableism, folks.

1:18:11
Unknown_02: As a queer Jew, this shit is a fucking death threat. There is nothing ironic about it. If you ironically do the Nazi salute in front of me, I'm ironically punching your fascist ass. The Nazis didn't have an alternative opinion. They want to continue their genocide of my people. At what point do Americans see an issue? There are no two sides to genocide.

1:18:48
Unknown_02: Ah, it's like taking a nice bath after reading some shit like that. You just gotta wash it off.

Unknown_02: Ah, let me get a sip of water.

Unknown_02: Hello my fellow white people.

Unknown_02: Trust me, that gets funny too. Let's go back to Riot for a second though. NDA, this is the last of the post-Riot tweets I've got locked up. Here's a hint though in why I spoke out despite my non-disclosure agreement. I specifically signed a non-disparaging disparagement clause. I can't talk shit about my former employer, right? That means they have to prove I'm talking shit.

1:19:25
Unknown_02: Court rather than telling the truth. Good luck with that So that's them basically challenging like if you want to if you want to contest anything I've said you gotta sue me now. Here is the interesting thing, right? I'm kept I kept hinting that there was something on the horizon something relating to the To their associate at riot games. Well, what could I be referring to right? Oh

1:20:04
Unknown_02: Let me pull up, let me pull up Firefox. You guys might remember this story.

Unknown_02: Wait, no, no, not that one. Oh, okay.

Unknown_02: Okay, okay, okay.

Unknown_02: Now what, hmm, which one do I want to show first?

Unknown_02: Let, oh, just tell me. Tell me, chat, I'll wait.

Unknown_02: Do you see a resemblance here by any chance?

1:20:36
Unknown_03: You see, I mean, it's not, it's not too close, but do you see any kind of resemblance?

Unknown_03: Well, okay. If you don't see a resemblance, don't worry, but let me, uh, let me demystify things for you.

Unknown_02: Hey, did you see that big, wonderful new bay from League of Legends? Keeva likes that design a lot. And then Bex, one of her two boyfriends at the time, Daniel Clines, who does work at Riot as an artist, I think.

Unknown_02: Just a little bit of a tip. Now, people in the Kotaku in action,

1:21:15
Unknown_02: No, no, people saying I'm blind. Now, this isn't me saying this. This is Bex hinting at it. And people from Kotaku in Action and other places saying that there is a resemblance. Now, I see people are bringing it up now. We're getting to there.

Unknown_02: If you think the tentacles are a coincidence, by the way, Rebecca has been cucking Jackson likely since the moment they met, and she frequently finds men online to e-date slash have sex with, including married men. Rebecca pretends she's a little for daddies and has been involved in the daddy little girl fetish since her 20s, and Jackson, they've been together since before that, and doesn't think that there's anything wrong with a 22-year-old dating a 60-plus-year-old. Somehow,

1:21:59
Unknown_02: These pervs are still interested in Rebecca as a little, even though she's now in her 30s. These online BDSM kink relationships with daddies and doms have caused much drama and have supposedly led to rape, abuse, abortion, Rebecca wanting to leave the kink scene in a sexual relationship with a daddy.

Unknown_02: named punning pundent which resulted in Rebecca getting HPV and eventually pre pre-cancerous cells resulting in an LEEP which I think is a miscarriage I'm not too sure That are maybe some kind of cancer testing tests an e-bagging scheme more on Punning Pundit and the cancer e-bagging are detailed in the section below Rebecca and Jackson on sites such as OkCupid and FetLife. Rebecca claims to be a furry. Oh god, do I need to do this again?

1:22:34
Unknown_02: claims to be a furry with an ocelot fursona, and uses neck sleeves, leashes, and cat ears as part of her pet play fetish. Rebecca is addicted to Twitter, and it is not unusual to see her spend 10 plus hours in a day using it, even while she is supposed to be at work. Rebecca frequently tweets about crying or sobbing at work, usually triggered by things she's reading off Twitter. When she had a temp job at Fox Studios, her boss reportedly let her cry under her desk. Rebecca has claimed to be leaving Twitter forever multiple times over the years and will often delete her account for maximum attention hoarding But she always comes back So no the tentacles are not a thing or not a coincidence it's probably one of the king she has and It's very likely that Daniel Klein's Was responsible for this getting put in and Trying or persuading people in the game industry in the right particular to make it look like her

1:23:57
Unknown_02: Now, you guys might know who Klein is. You might remember this tweet. The reason that sexism against men makes no sense as a concept is that men have the power. Their privilege in so many ways, from small invisible things to large outrageous things, like a confessed abuser and harasser like Louis C.K., can just have a comeback and that's fine.

Unknown_02: Klein, and this is them together, he's the fat one, made or organized an event at League of Legends convention and specifically put together a panel that said, no men allowed.

1:24:39
Unknown_02: And again, this is husband number two, usually two of three or more with Bex, and he got into some shit. He got into some deep dog doo-doo because he put together this pro-woman panel at League of Legends and tweeted out a bunch of dumb shit.

Unknown_02: Now, this is an article from Kotaku, of all places, archived, thankfully, about two riot employees under leave, and they were eventually fired, under complicated circumstances after a packed session, excluding men.

Unknown_02: In the wake of public allegations that Riot Games has fostered a sexist workplace culture, two long-time employees exited the company yesterday under hazy circumstances. System designer Daniel Klein and communications associate Mattias Lehmann, both outspoken advocates for gender diversity at Riot, are no longer working at the company following a contentious weekend involving a controversial PAX West panel. Last month, Kotaku published an investigation into the culture of Riot Games, the publisher of blockbuster competitive game League of Legends. Two dozen current and former employees painted the picture of a company where women are systematically disadvantaged, in which they have been regularly hit on, talked over, publicly insulted, and passed up for promotions that were given to men, all as a direct result of Riot's obsessively curated culture. which fixates on what they call core gamers. In recent weeks, Riot Games has made moves to correct and atone for its culture. In last August, Riot released a roadmap for its plans going forward. Last weekend, it hosted a session at Seattle, Washington. PacWest, meant to help women and non-binary participants enter the games industry. Now, a lot of those panels were interesting to anybody who was interested in making video games.

1:26:11
Unknown_02: But, because of what Daniel Klein and Matt Ayers put together, no men could enter it. So, it was inherently a sexist event, and it got them fired because it was complete bullshit.

Unknown_02: Klein confirmed to The Verge that he was fired for violating our social media policy, not specifically for putting together the dipshit event, but his reaction on Twitter after the fact, probably following encouragement from Becks, to be honest.

1:26:57
Unknown_02: If you're wondering about that, if you're wondering about what kind of people fucking Google and fucking Riot Games are hiring to make their game, if you're wondering why Fiona looks like a fucking social justice warrior, if you're wondering why Lyaoi is like a... or Illoi? What the fuck is her name? Looks like a tentacle fetish person. That's why. And it has a little bit to do with our favorite screecher on... on the Kiwi farms.

Unknown_02: So there is one final, one final thing I need to say before, I suppose before we wrap this up, I guess.

Unknown_02: I had to come clean about the trans thing, right? I had to come clean.

1:27:46
Unknown_02: She's also not a Jew.

Unknown_02: Additionally, while I may be Jewish now, I was not at birth. Please use the Gentile spelling of my dad name.

Unknown_03: Thanks.

Unknown_03: My response to the Trump admin is to embrace becoming Jewish as much as possible.

Unknown_02: We began weekly Shabbat meals on Friday. All are welcome. We invite over anyone who wants a meal, lively conversation, safe place or time with family. You are our family. Join us any Shabbat. Doesn't matter if you're a stranger passing through Los Angeles, it's our privilege to welcome you to a place of love and respect. This offer is not solely applicable to Jewish folks, any religions, or none at all. Welcome and mutual respect and friendship.

1:28:22
Unknown_02: I just started converting to Judaism while in the midst of an election where people blame the Rothschild-driven Jewish media conspiracy. Only acceptable response to this timing is oy vey. But seriously, we're blaming the Rothschild for controlling the media? What century is this? Go into bed, wake me up if a small Nazi child starts singing Tomorrow Belongs to Me on ABC or something.

1:28:55
Unknown_02: Every single Nazi helped murder my people. Six million of us died. They're all bad, you schmuck. And later used ableist language too, making it clear you're not defending nice Nazis, but agreeing with them.

Unknown_02: Okay, and this is a series of tweets, um, in proper order, from, uh, from oldest to newest, about something called Aliyah. See, even some of us Jews don't count as Jewish according to Israel, and therefore can't make Aliyah. Really wish I could make Aliyah. There's a reason why I'm trying to figure out how to make Aliyah, because apparently my husband can't too, so we're fucked.

1:29:30
Unknown_02: My way of dealing with today is to figure out how to make Aliyah. Yes, I'm not giving up.

Unknown_02: Sorry, yes, I'm giving up and making an escape route just in case. Don't care if that makes me a coward. I'm literally trying to research how to take my dog with me while making Aliyah.

Unknown_02: Trying to figure that out today, actually. Need to see what documentation is required to prove I'm Jewish enough to make Aliyah.

1:30:06
Unknown_02: I am probably Aaliyah, sorry. I know I don't have that paperwork now, but maybe I can find a loophole. And for a second, I looked into whether we should make Aaliyah if something happened. Ultimately, my husband and I decided against it unless we have a child, in which case one of us leaves with the child and the other stays.

Unknown_02: I certainly hope every single person that flees would do exactly that. If I were to make Aliyah, that would be my path. And I hope someone who did make Aliyah would go back to the U.S. once crisis is averted. And I'm suggesting that measure now because the documentation needed to make Aliyah is very difficult if you're in an interfaith family, as most Jews are. So I hope to encourage folks with an X to get paperwork in order before such an emergency.

1:30:44
Unknown_02: Until such a time I make Aliyah, my Cuban-American ass is not responsible for Israel. I'm responsible for the United States that I live in. Telling me to shut up about the U.S. until I sufficiently atone for Israel is massive anti-Semitism. And if you don't know what Aliyah is, it is the Jewish policy in Israel that any Jew can come back to Israel and get citizenship. So basically what they try to do was convert to Judaism, even though there's pictures of them going to Disney World and eating lobster, which is forbidden in the Torah, and just basically doing a really shit job at being a Jew, so that they can flee to Israel. And I guess so that when people talk to them, they can accuse them of anti-Semitism as well.

1:31:31
Unknown_02: But no, as far as that goes, that plan did not work out. They're still in the United States.

Unknown_02: Sorry, uh... Sorry, Vex.

Unknown_03: You're not going to Israel.

Unknown_03: Alright.

Unknown_03: Alright. I think I'm gonna... I think I might be calling it quits there because I'm gonna die.

1:32:06
Unknown_02: If I keep reading this shit I think I'm just going to fucking die.

Unknown_02: So thank you all. There's a ton I mentioned again. Big thanks to Hellblazer, or not Hellblazer, Hellfire, Neural, Ride, everybody who helped me put together these clips. Bex's thread is hundreds of pages long. Bex puts out this kind of content every single day and Yeah, thank you guys for watching tons of fucking people watch this about 1,500 that's fucking crazy And let's see do I have a do I have a outro song ready I hope so Oh Okay, yeah, this is my song

1:33:02
Unknown_03: All right, take it easy guys But I might shoot you in your